It's only been 2 days and I'm already missing that bacin boy so much leh. I feel neglected by him. I know, so drama mama sak this girl. But really. It's only been 2 days he's working. NS work not counted eh. And I already feel neglected. Belom lagi keje full time. As much I hate to admit, sometimes I think my ego is bigger then his. Sometimes I dont tell him that I miss him till he say it first. Padahal i'm missing him so much. But usually before I can say I miss him, he early2 tell me he miss me already. Then how like that? Everytime complain I never say I miss him.

Another thing, i'm very very sick of staying home and not working. I might just go for a try out tomorrow. If no choice already. I'll take whatever that comes my way. I've thrown so interviews already. I think around 10. Some I confirm I will get one. Haiya. Shouldnt be so picky!!

Kk chow.