DAYAZUL <3.

I am so deeply inlove with my boyfriend cos i think he's the only one who can put up with my nonsense.

And my loverboy is becoming more sweeter each day despite my ugly tantrums. Thats why i love you.
Even though sometimes my jealousy and insecurities can get out of hand, you still love me. You will still assure me that im the only one you love.

I just hope in years to come, we will still be holding each other's hand while walking, you putting your arms around me while walking, kissing while walking, you kissing my cheeks anytime you want to, you kissing my forehead whenever you want to, you telling me to smile cos you love to see my smile, telling me you love me every single time and all the sweet gestures you've been doing since day one.

Md Faizrul, you will never know how much i love you or maybe you do. I just wana say,

I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!

Im having my monthly mood-swing where everything just piss me off. Every single thing that dont go my way. And because of this, we had a big argument below my block yesterday. It was pretty bad to me la cos he bang one of the helmet at the wall real hard and throw the one he's wearing on the grass patch. And he, shouting like a mad dog!

It started from a very small problem but i dont know how it got so bad. I only wanted to follow him to take some documents from his friend. I dont quite trust this friend of him cos he has a very bad habit that i hate. And i only wanted to follow so that i can see with my own eyes that hes only taking documents from him, not some other thing but this faizrul sent me back home straight. That's when the argument started.

I hate it when hes angry! He will start shouting at me and says that i treat him like 'baruah, sochai'. Telling him to send me home and stuff. Hello?! As a boyfriend, arent you supposed to sent me home safely??!! Thats what a boyfriend got to do what. So whats up with me treating you like 'baruah'?? And he even said that aku suke bodoh2kan die. Walauwei. Part mane eh aku suke bodoh2kan kau?? Bebual sume tk masok akal sia. Bebual ikot suker hati je.

But yes i admit. Ive been a really big asshole this past few days. Bad attitude with no reason. My fault and im sorry for that. But its only for awhile. Its not that im that bitchy gf 24\7 right? I have my mood-swings every month. You should know that.

And you jolly well know that even though im being mean or whatsoever, i still love you. Its just that i tend to follow my emotions more. Haiz. Whatever it is, things are ok now.

Ive said my sorry and u too. I'll be meeting him later on cos we got work. Thank god for that.

And baby, im really sorry for my bad attitude. You already have your own problems to settle and i just had to add somemore. I really didnt mean it. You know i love you. I've always love you since day 1.

And i really have become a lil bit stronger cos i used to take everything to heart with the words he said to me when's he angry. But now, i just ignore as much as i can. Unless it really hurts.

The internet is being a big bitch this past few days. I have no idea why! Both the computer and the laptop. And right now it is connected but i dont know till when. So i have only a few minutes to update this blog.

What have i been doing eh this past few days? Just a summary..

Saturday, we went to his friend's birthday party near Bugis.
Sunday, we went to Fira and Zura's pit at East Coast.
Monday, stayed home.
Tuesday i went over to Woodland and slacked there the whole day and night. We were both broke like hell so woodland is the only place. And his bike broke down so i pretty much have to go back home by myself! When did i last went home by mrt alone eh?? A few months ago i guess.
Wednesday, we went to Town. By public! Again, when was the last time we took mrt together eh? When i was working in JY i guess. Now thats long. Met yanti, mack and two more people. It was raining so heavily. And the mrt system just sucks. How could they make us walk in the rain man? Bloody assholes. Mostly slacked at Starbucks near Centerpoint. Around 1 plus we went back home by mrt, whatelse.

So today is christmas. No big deal actually. Haha. Everyday seems to be a holiday for me anyway. And right now i havent even search for a proper job. This is exactly what happened to me a year ago. Goodness. Oh well, i dont know what else to update. Before i end this post, i would like to wish everyone a Happy new year. 5 more days and it will be 2009. So this is just an advance wish to u people. Have a great holiday!

I dont know why i cant seem to sleep very long this few days. Slept around 3 4am but woke up at 11 12pm. Usually i will still be sleeping at 2. And right now im already awake despite turning in at 3.40am yesterday.

And my whole body is aching!! My hands, my legs, everything!

Yesterday i had my first try working at a banquet as a waitress. And my first experience working together with a boyfriend. Lucky for me i got to stick with him throughout. Maybe not so lucky the next time. It was a chinese wedding. And you know, it was my first, so i was pretty slow with everything. Boyfriend and me had to handle 3 tables but lucky one of it was for muslims so it wasnt that bad. I had to carry heavy jugs (heavy for me cos it was my first time!), balance the tray with one hand. But overall okla. Work for only 6 hours. And i wore the wrong shoes. So at the end of the day, my feet was so painful!

So after work we went to Jb for the usuals and had late dinner there. After that we went dating dating near my house and it leads to something.. Heh. Reached home around 3 plus.

Bf is working later on at 5. Not sure about me. I dont feel like working. Haha! But really lor. My arms are aching so bad, i dont feel i can carry any more stuff. Oh well, see how it goes. Lembeknye aku.

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Not do it again eh? yeah INFRONT of me la dat is. What about when my back faces you? Hah. we will see. whatever.

Nice???!!
Thanks to Lyn for telling me a new website for editting pics! Woohoo!!

Im going crazy over editting! Weeee~

I got nothing else to do so i editted some pics. Haha ok per gmbr atas nie? Hahahah. Eww. Hate the stud. Make him look like matrep sia. Yucks. LOL!

Today once again, no nights off. Boring or what?? Wed he got duty. But after that all the way till next year he is on leave! Gerek or what? But, no money cannot enjoy. Boohoo. And hes gona work part-time at his usual workplace. And i thought of joining since i havent get a job yet. Stupid me. All this while i've been sending resumes, there was typo error in my contact no. What the fish.

Oh yeah. I checked out the traineeship programme for next year by ITE and i told my mum about my idea and she said ok. I thought of taking traineeship in Logistic. That means work while study. Same as my hairstyling course. But this one is only for a year. Not bad eh. By the time i finish, he has already ORD and i just turn 21. Still young right. Its bloody hard to find a job sia now. What the hell. If i cant get the Logistic course, i think i wana try out for the dental assistant. No kidding. See how it goes.

My mum is cooking the same old dish again! And i hate that dish! I dont know how many times already she cooked that dish this month. Omg!!! I hate it la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont like fish!!! Except for ikan bakar. Anything else, i dont like!!!! Ergh!!

And it seems like i've been updating this blog almost everyday.

Oh, i just created multiply account for all of my photos. I have like 200 plus just for the Zoukout photos. Alot or what sia.

Leftover pictures which i forgot to upload.

Kinda miss Zoukout. Haha. But Im missing my boyfriend more. He sleeps so early today. Tired i guess. Baby i miss you so much even though the last time met was on sunday.

We've been fighting alot this past few days but i know, no matter what, we will stay together as one. Even though sometimes i over-reacted, you still wont let me go that easily. The love that we have for each other will overcome it all.

I love you for everything. From tolerating my nonsense to my never-ending moods to your never ending hugs&kisses. I will never ever find someone like you. I dont know what i will do if you're gone from my life. You are so special to me despite everything.

I love you Mohd Faizrul.

The reason why i change my url is because those two small cousins of mine is reading it and i have a feeling they have shown it to their mum. And my bro opened one of their blogs and read it infront of my mum! And those girls has already link me! Haha. Close shave. So i thought i HAVE to change it ASAP!

Yeah. Whoever who is linked, kindly relink eh. Tknk sudah!

I dont know everytime im feeling angry, happy, sad, frustrated or whatever feeling that you can think of, i feel like blogging it down. Then i feel so much better. Am i addicted to blogging? Suspect.

And right now i feel so frustrated.

I mean im always there for you when you need someone to accompany to wherever, be it meeting your friends, finding your stuff and such. But when its my turn, you always have some excuse up your sleeve. And i find this so unfair. Where's the compromise? No give and take?

Your reason, you need to work. I mean there's still some days left before the end of the month what. Cant you just spare half a day for me? Tsk.

Like what Lyn said, guys are all like that. Only 1 percent are not. Bloody shit.

Whatever it is, be it with or without you, im going. I wana share the fun with you but it seems like you dont want to, then be it!

And i cant wait to meet Aishah this thursday. Its been so long we last hangout together.

Oh no. This is what i hate. I should have stayed at LJ! I hate it when people got to know bout my blog. Especially blood ties. So yeah. I got to mind my words from now on. Cos their mums are close to my mum. What if one day, her mum told my mum bout this blog. WOW. Ok so now, i really got to mind what i type in here. Heh.

Make my blog private? Hmm. If so, isnt it the same as LJ?

Anyway before i start to upload those many2 photos, let me summarised what happened on saturday.

Met him around 4 plus. Head down to Sentosa beach resort. Apparently someone book a hotel room. So chilled down there till 8 i think. Entered Zoukout which i think was still damn early. Bla2. Even fought with him. I thought he's seriously gona strangle me to death. And i think that was the first fight that i didnt shed a tear. I was seriously controlling like fuck siak. Oh well. Its over anw. But i still remembered what he did to my arm. Hah. Im now just waiting for the day when he's gona slap me. ha-ha.

Ok the moral of the story is, it was fun in the beginning, boring in the middle and fun at the end.

My first Zoukout btw. But it would be better if my own friends were there.

Reached home around 2. Slept till 11pm. Ate,played the comp and slept again at 3. Woke up around 1. Longest sleep ever! Still feel kinda sleepy. OKOK! Pictures!!

Dbl O

ZOUKOUT 2008

And apparently, i got to know someone whom i hate so much, msg him. When, i dont know. Appreciate for being truthful but no thanks for not telling me. You only did when i asked. Grr! But its ok. And if i ever get to know that you still contacting her, no mercy will fall on you baby.

Ok im done. I am so hungry right now. And damn, it sure doesnt feel like monday. Haha.

Omg. I just reached home. And im fucking shag like hell!!!!! My legs are aching so bad! The reason why im online right now is because i need to upload all those photos. 270 plus of them!!!!! But im definetely not gona post all. Only those nice, pretty and cool. Haha. And im waiting for bf to msg me before i go to sleep.

Oh well. I'll just post a few now k. The rest, some other day. I enjoy my night and day with boyfriend yesterday and today even though there were some hiccups along the way. I love you so much dearest boyfriend. Im sorry for being such a meanie to you nowadays. When i think back how i treated him, i feel so guilty and sad. Im so mean. :(

You dont deserve to be treated that way. Im sorry. I love you so damn much.

Anw here's a sneak peak.

Ok thats all! Im off to bed!! zZZzzZz!

I fucking hate it when we fight. Especially if we're outside. The reason being is, this boyfriend of mine, will show his anger by riding the bike like a mad dog! Without thinking of the danger. Without thinking of MY safety. Like knnccb.

You, as the rider, are responsible for the safety of your pillion. Its like the life of your pillion is in your hands! By doing that, you're putting both of us in danger.

Some people just dont think!!

Kalau mampos kat tengah jln, sape nk jwp?? Kalau mampos terus tkpe. Kalau cacat amcm?? You wana share the burden is it?

Haiyo. And somemore he knows that i'll get very paranoid when he corners. But he purposely corners!
Mangkok sak aku.

Please dont ever do that, ever again. If you dont love you life, i do.

The green-eye monster appear out of nowhere just now. I got to keep it under control before it gets out of control.

Ergh. I hope nothing will ruin our night tomorrow. I dont wish to quarell. Im sick of it.

This is great! The comp can be use again! There's no need to steal my bro's laptop anymore. Yes ar. Its been a long time ok i use the computer at home. Cos both is spoiled and my dad cant be bothered to get it fix till just now. Yippee!

Last wednesday both of us caught the movie Quarantine and OMG. It makes me wana puke!! Not because of its gore content but the way its taken!! Its fucking shaky and stuff and furthermore we ate pizza, ice-cream, popcorn and drank coke. And we were seated on the 3rd row from the front. Make it more worse! I literally was looking down/closing my eyes half the time. Cant be bothered to watch. The first movie that makes me wana puke. Ergh.

Last night, me, bf, lyn, fira and bf's friends went to DBLO and yeah. The lamest night i ever had there i guess. Bf and i managed to dance at the dancefloor for like 10mins? And shit happens. Fucking pissed off. Something/somebody just need to ruin the night. Quarelled even after i reached home. Drag till just now evening. Bloody asshole.

I dont know whats wrong with me. Pms? I think i need to go for some anger management. Its like i'll get very angry and irritated when bf makes small mistakes or say something wrong. One wrong move, i'll go ballistic!

I am seriously changing into someone meaner... but only towards my bf. Kesian dier. Haiz. I seriously dont know whats wrong. I give up so easily now. And I wonder why.

I feel like opening multiply account for all the photos that i have cos this laptop is not mine. Its my bro's and its mainly for his school. And for those of you who dont know, me and my second bro dont really get along. So whenever hes not around, i will borrow it without asking. Haha.

And in a matter of weeks, it will be 2009. How exciting! Hopefully 2009 will be a better year.

Since i feel like blogging something, lets talk about 2008 shall we?

2008 has been a sour and sweet year. Mainly, i spent most of the time with my boyfriend. People inlove mah. Haha.

Bf went to Taiwan for a month plus. The longest seperation since we got together. Good experience i must say. But i wouldnt want it to happen again. The feeling of missing him is terrible! Cos no matter how much you badly wana see him, you cant. And that really sucks. I did cry from missing him. Hah. And we even fought once while he was there. See! Tak jumpe pon leh gadoh, amcm ckp? And the worst part was that we cant kiss and make-up. Usually after fighting, you will feel like hugging and meet that person right? But that cant happen. But it was a good experience la. And because of Taiwan too, i found out something. And he promise me if he ever take that again, i can walk out on him. Just remember that promise eh bf. But honestly, after he came back from Taiwan, i feel like he has matured abit. Haha. Abit only. He is still that crazy guy i know.

The biggest fight this year will be during fasting month. Yeah. That's the biggest ever. He was so close from losing me. So close. I was one step away from walking away. I couldnt take it. And yeah, the hurt, the heartbroken feels like shit. He make me feel regret for being with him cos after what i've done to make it this far, he have to be that foolish to ruin everything we had. But i guess, fights do make ones closer. I feel that we are more closer and open with each other now. And i learn not to judge a book by its cover. So what if that person is covered from head to toe, doesnt mean shes everything nice. Gosh, the hatred is still there.

And the me now, will voice out whatever im feeling and whatever i dont like. I used to keep everything to myself. And its very bad for my heart. haha.

What else??

We turn 1 year old which i surprisingly, didnt expect it. I admit, when we got together, i just went with the flow. But as months passed, i fall deeper inlove and i begin to harbour hopes for us which sadly, was demolished by that incident. But, dont fret, that hope is making a comeback but it wont be big though. Cos im scared of being heartbroken again. Atleast there's still hope ok!

I would love to go on and on about 2008 but i guess i'll continue it in my next post cos the laptop is gona die anytime soon.

Anyway, good morning people! Its wednesday! 3 more days till the weekend. Wah, fast or wat??

Hello people! Oh my. I miss blogging! And i got a wholeeee lot of photos to upload! From saturday and sunday.

Saturday, bf met me around 7 plus. I was quite mad because of that. But thinking back, im being sooo unreasonable! That boy took a nap before meeting me.That's the reason why we met quite late. First stop, the usuals. Bleargh. After that we went to town. We had Pastamania for dinner! Yum2! After that, we walk around town aimlessly then i decided to go bowling! Bowling at Marina Square. Damn we suck at it!! Like seriously! Its been so long we played bowling. Thats why we really suck. Hahaha. But its fun! And my butt kinda sore because of it. I dont know why! After that, we went to Marina Barrage again for lepaking. Reached home around 3 plus.

On sunday, bf fetched me around 11 plus. We went to JB by bike to top up the petrol and then we went back to park the bike at Woodland market. And head back to JB by bus. BIG MISTAKE. omg!! The queue at Malaysia was fucking pack or what!!!! And somemore its fucking hot, sticky and stuffy!!! Damn. Its already coming to 2009 but their operating system sucks fucking alot. And the new checkpoint at Jb is so damn hilarious or what? Usually after chopping our passport at malaysia checkpoint, we just need to ride a few more and there's the money changer and all but this one, we have to go thru a long 'race track' before reaching our normal pump station. Its freaking funny and quite dangerous i see. Their corners, walau. Seriously da mcm race track. Bf suke! Step main kat race track jer. Hahahaha!

Anw, once we reach Jb, we were already so tired from all the standing. We had our breakfast cum lunch at Kenny's Roger. After that we just walk around City Square. Thought of watching movie there but we didnt had enough time. Took cab to Angsana. And yeah! The taxi drivers there seriously, cekik darah man! 10 ringgit just to angsana. They dont even use the meter. Going back to City square most worst. Upon reaching, the taxi driver gave bf 38 bucks. Bf gave 50 ringgit and asked how much? He said 11 ringgit, boleh? STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO ASK BOLEH?? Then he gave bf 1 ringgit back. KNN!! Geram sak aku. Somehow they know we're singaporean even though we were dress to our slekeh-iess!

We didnt buy anything except for one shades and thats it! But somehow, we spent quite alot. I have no idea what we spent on. We ate ice-cream there at City square. I cant remember whats the name of the shop. Bits and pieces?? No idea. They have alott of ice-cream flavors! Sedap siak ice-cream die!

On monday which was yesterday. Went to grandpa's house at yishun. After that to my aunt's place to pass something. Met bf around 6plus. Went to Sim Lim Square to buy bf's thing. And i bought mp3 for my lil bro since his birthday is this friday. Sorry brother, thats the only thing that i can afford for now. Heh. We went to Serangoon for mee kuah and mutton steak. Sucks! Thats our usual shop for tulangs but somehow their other dishes sucks. After dinner, we just spent time with each other before heading home.

Pictures!

NOT IN ORDER.

Jb trip

Oh yeah. Did i tell you we took our very first neoprint together last saturday? Hahahaha! So fun!!!

This saturday, Zoukout day. Hopefully, bf and i will enjoy ourselves.
and aku rase cam nak g dbl o this thursday. hahahahahhahaa.

I stayed home the whole week and i swear, its freeeeaking boring!

Thursday

Went to DblO last thursday. Somehow, bf was like really into it? Cos usually hes like 'tengok la amcm', 'see how la'. But this time he was like OK GO!

I dont know why but that night was so bloody damn infested with matreps! A whole lot of them! Like more then usual. Whats up with that night? But anyhow, i think it was an ok night.

One funny moment happened after all the partying which i cant blog it down. LOL!!!!! It was funny, tiring, weird etc. You owe me one bf for helping you! Kwang3.

Friday

Bf fetched me at my place and we head to Bugis for our usuals. He was still tired from partying cos he only got like 2 hours of sleep.
After that we went to JB to top up petrol. Reached home around 2 plus.

Pity him la got to work today. I bet hes gona be all shagged later. I got no plans for today actually. Haha.

For tommorow, we gona head to JB when the sun still shines. Hes gona look for tees/singlet for Zoukout next weekend. So excited sia him. As for me, this will be my first Zoukout cos i dont really fancy beach parties. Last year, i didnt get to go with him as being the good bf he was last time, he bought just one tix for himself. And didnt even tell me hes going till the a few days before. Wah gerek eh dapat matair baik cam gitu?? And he dont get it why i was so pissed off. HELLO???!!! Wah. Boys are fucking ignorant/stupid. Ok enough. Citer da setahun.

As for monday, i'll be heading to grandad's & grandmum's place for Hari Raya Haji.

Ok im done updating!

I just got home from meeting my dearest boyfriend. Terubat rinduku. haha.

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I hate it when people take advantage of him especially knowing that he has a bike.

Ever since i know him, i realise that he is that kinda person who has a hard time saying 'no'. He is just too nice. Even when people treat him like rubbish.

Im not gona say names but i know some of his friends take advantage of him. Telling him to send them there or here or anywhere!

And people, basic courtesy. He has already send you to that place you ordered him to, and when its time to fetch you back, be at the place where he tells you to. And if you're gona be late or what, have some initiative to call him! Not the way round!

YOU THINK HE IS YOUR MAID AR??

CB.

Benci sak aku orang cam gini. Orang da baik hati nak antar die g sane sini, nak take advantage plak!

Sape mkn cili,die terase pedas. kalau tk rase pedas jugak tu maknenye lidah kau memang tebal nk mampus mcm kulitnye jgk.

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Anyway on a happier note, im gona get my pay in two days. And i am feeling the party mood! I really really wish bf gets friday off and thursday nights off. So we can party the night away!

Oh my gosh. I am missing this boy so damn much right now!!!!

The feeling of missing him is so strong suddenly.

It has only been two days daya!! Its not even the middle of the week.

:(

I always hear people say 'this is my blog, i can write whatever i want'.

Well yes, thats true.

And blogs are also a place where you potray yourself to people. I mean, random people read your blog and definetely by reading all your post, look at your photos and stuff, they get the idea of what kinda person you are. And they judge you by that. Correct?

Dont tell me you dont judge people. Tkmu nk step baik eh. Hah.

But i dont get this. Some even post pictures of themselves with their bf in some hotel, pictures of them lying on the bed, semi-naked, pictures of themselves wearing just a bra and panties, you get the idea. But when people start to criticize them that they are some cheap girls, slut, whore etc, they get really uptight. I mean hello? You, yourself let people think bad about yourself and when all these negative remarks start to come in, you get angry. Tak masok akal kan?

Does this people have any shame in themselves in the first place? If you wana post your dirty secrets and dont want any negative remarks at the same time, private your blog please.

This is so random.

The picture above are pictures of me and him when we just got to know each other and picture of us now. Haha. Big difference eh? I dyed his hair and the colour was almost the same as mine. Haha. Mcm couple padahal belom couple lagik.

When i know him, my hair was light blonde. And i had bangs. I had that hairstyle for like 1 year plus. My scalp was already numb from all the bleaching. Imagine i bleach my hair like once every 2 3 month. One session i bleach 2 3 times. For a year plus. I kinda miss that hair but very very troublesome to maintain it. And i can die without wax that time. No wax my hair looks ugly shit.

I definitely think that my hairstyle now is much better. Even though its black. I love long hair. You can curl it. Which my bf lovessss it. Haha.

Within this year plus, i think me and bf change alot of hairstyle. For him, first is black then blonde then botak then highlites then botak again till now. For me, i cant really remember but let me see, there's light blonde den dark blonde with highlites then black with grey highlites then black with blonde highlites and now jet black. Thats it, i think.

So what will be my next hairstyle? Haha nah.. I think i'll just keep it this way now.

Anyway i had dinner with family just now. And guess what did we had?
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Chilli crabs again!! Haha

Keep pestering my mum 2 3 weeks ago for crabs. Even though i had it last week with bf, i wanted to eat it again.

I ate most of it since my mum knows i want to eat it. Hahaha.

I'm gona be so free this whole week. Living the old times where i had no job for like a month plus. Gerek tu memang tapi duit tak masok woi. Manyak susah hati lor.
I hope i wont be jobless for more then a month..

Anyway i guess i wont be updating much since i can only use the laptop when my bro is home.

So yeah, happy monday blues to all whos working tomorrow. Heh.

I woke up quite early today so dengan semangatnye i editted all the photos. I think there's more but this will be enough. He fetched me around 5 plus and straight away we went to Singapore Flyer for some bike thing. Hmm it was quite boring actually. Nothing much. After a while, we went to have our dinner at Bugis. What else? Fish soup and seafood soup. After fulling our stomach with food, off we went to our usuals. (kwang3) The night was still early for a saturday so we headed to town for dono what? Walk around and stuff. He decided to check out the new club at Clarke Quay, Zirca. The atmosphere was exactly the same like MOS. I feel like we're standing outside MOS. Haha. But the outside look is much better. More prettier and looks more high class. But the bad thing is, you can either go to trance or Rnb. Not both like MOS. O'oh. Bad for us. Cos he prefer trance while i prefer Rnb. And i realise its been awhile we went clubbing on a saturday! And ya, Zirca is quite ex eh?

Ok anyway after that, we decided to chill at Marina Barrage. There was quite alot of people even after 12am. But not that crowded. We went up the rooftop and sat there. Pretty view of the Singapore Flyer. Should have bought mat so that we can lie down and watch the stars. Haha.

My boyfriend is such a sweetie. Im simply loving him more and more. I just dont know how to describe what im feeling. He is just the best!! I dont wish for all this to end. I just want this to last forever and ever and ever. Can baby?
You're a part of me now. I cant imagine life without you.
Im simple so deeply inlove with you.
I love you so damn much Md Faizrul!!!!!!

Get ready for pictures!

I miss my love already.. :(

See you next week?? :'(((((

Daya I'm a sucker for LOVE. Not interested in dramas. Deeply in love with her one and only, Mohd Faizrul <3

I know you want me,you know I want you too.

Lovers and Fighters Since 20th July 2007