DAYAZUL <3.

So once more, back to square one. No more waking up early. A'huh! Thats like the only thing im happy about. Oh well. I guess its not my luck. But i wasnt the only one. Most of the temporary stuff had to go. Like 80% percent of them. That includes my colleague. So now my cousin has no company in the office. I can already imagine the boredom shes gona face.

Honestly, i like that job. Cos i dont have to fork out any money for my transport! I save a wholee lot! The food is cheap. Plus its near my place. Damn it! Ok can i go back to school? Haha. No fucking way.

I feel kinda lazy to search for a new job. Haha! Just feel like bumming at home for now. Maybe for a week or so. More then a month, i'll start to go nuts!

I guess i'll be selling grapes with Lyn and Fira now. Hahahahahha!!!!

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So yesterday i met boyfriend at Woodland and proceed to his er 'ex' wedding? How nice of me to follow him right? I mean come on! Who the hell wants or let his boyfriend go to his ex wedding??! I actually kinda forced myself. I was feeling so lazy. I didnt even dressed up for her wedding. I just wore a shirt and a long skirt and jeng3.... slippers!!! Yes. The first wedding i went to with slippers. How nice.

The reason why i didnt ask much bout why he wanted to go(for what siak??)is because that girl and him wasnt that serious with each other. And i think it didnt last a few months? I think so. And that girl already has like what? 4 kids? So yeah, whatever.
But to me, the girl is quite pretty la. Boyfriend says shes 26, 27? A'ar. Matair aku memang suker pompuan tue dari die. -_-ZZzzzZZZ!!!!!! Tapi aku tau, die lagiiii sukee aku. Hahaha.

After that, we went to Seletar Dam to chill and stuff. Our first time chilling there together. After awhile, met his two friends at Teh Tarik yishun. Coincedently one of the girl just got to know my friend, Mack! Haha. Small singapore, indeed. Around 12 plus we went to Jb with friend. So bla3. Reached home around 2 plus.

I texted the bf around 11 plus and he still havent reply to my msg. Tido mcm pig. But cant blame him. Hes been working hard at camp because hes having some sort like stock inspection? And has been sleeping after 2am everyday. Kesian la dieeeeee....

Thought of catching the movie Quarantine today. I saw the trailer. Mcm best gitu!

Next week i'll be getting my pay and i thought of going to Batam? For what eh? Jalan2 la after that go for massage ker. Hahaha. Its cheap right down there? Kalau nk shopping pon, shopping ape eh? Lawa2 ker baju kat sane? But! I cant spend too much. Maklumlah, orang tk bekerja lagi! Only for a week eh, i hope.

Ok then. Have a good weekend crazy people!

To dot dot dot, can you please kindly show me your name and link to your fabulous blog which contains your fantastic poem which you claimed that i took it and post it on my blog.
I would love to see that 'sungguh-hebat-poem-yang-kau-tulis-sampai-aku-sanggup-copy' poem.

Cos if you dont do so, that clearly shows that you're making up stories and its all bullshit, which probably is anyway. -_-

So come on! (not come one! -___-)
Show us your identity. You would wana prove people you are right,right?

Im waiting....

I hate work. Why? The internet is gona be cut off soon.

No friendster.

No Msn.

No blog-hopping.

No reading of hate-tags.

Boring or what????

Im quitting! Like for real. -_-

What the hell should i do if the internet is gone?? Work is going to be a bore.

On a brighter note, im meeting the boyfriend later. Like finally after not meeting for a week. Usually we meet atleast once on weekdays. But this week, not even once. Rindu serindu-rindunya! Haha.

I cant wait for the next weekend. Gona get my pay. Plus public holiday on monday. Gerek nyer!

Just feel like posting some pictures. Im soooo into editting nowadays. Hahaha! Once you edit, you cant stop. And my itchy fingers feel like changing my template to some other colours.

Like what furr said, this background probably wont stay long. My fingers will get itchy soon and change it once i find cooler background. Hahaha.

And ya, i miss my boyfriend. :(

I'll probably get to see him on friday or saturday. Haiz. Ns sucks.

Got back my sim card. Same number but zero contacts.

Now im using a spare phone but the keypad sucks. Its bloody hard to type a message.
Just have to bear with it till i get my pay next week i guess.

I took a nap during lunchtime and when i woke up, i felt so dizzy. Right till now. But still got the energy to revamp my blog ey. Haha. Im getting a hang of this. Im not an expert about all this html thing, infact, i got no idea how to edit and stuff but im learning!

1 and a half more hours...

I think im gona fall sick soon. My throat is sore again. And i kept sneezing. And i feel so cold....

Please, please dont let me be sick. I hate being sick! Especially flu and sorethroat. I can finish one whole box of tissue per day and its very hard to sleep cos my nose is block and i cant breathe! And its bloody painful to swallow my saliva when i have sorethroat. Who doesnt, anyway?

I think the only remedy for me is....jeng3. The boyfriend of course. Hehe. Corny siak.

It feels so bare not to have my hp around. Like i cant text him whenever i want. I have to use the starhub online sms to text him. Leceh kn? I dont know when my dad is gona pick up my new sim card from the starhub outlet. Hes busy working and by the time he gets home, hes all shagged.

And i have decided. My next hp is either gona be from Nokia or Sony. No more samsung. But i like samsung. Errr.. see how it goes la. The new samsung phone so cantik sey!! I want one! Maybe wait for GST money next yr. Hhahahahaha.

I am so missing this boyfriend of mine. I wish i wish you can book out today.

No high hopes. Like last week, i was soooo hoping that he can book out but sadly, he cant.

Hopefully, today wont dissapoint me,again.

Oh yeah. I forgot to jolt down bout my dream last two night. Its kinda scary and disgusting.

I dreamt that i was at this big place and you know what? All over the floor, there's bugs! All kinds of bugs! Many many of them!!! Flying around and stuff. And suddenly, there's this pool of water covered with lots of leaves and on the other side, are blocks. Our hdb flats. And the only way i can get across is to swim across it. So i did. It was seriously disgusting! When i reached the middle, right infront of me was a big cobra!!!! And you know what? The cobra saw me and went under it and bite my leg!!! Fucking scary sia! And i remembered after the cobra bite my leg, i was lying in the pool motionless..

Tibe tuka scene....

This time i was at the same place, again, but this time with my boyfriend. And my boyfriend had to carry me on his back cos i was so disgusted by all the bugs. And got one point, when we turn on our right, there was this big room and it was filled with brown cobras! All the snakes are freaking long and had the same colour. Weird right?

What does it mean eh? I think there's a meaning in it? And i heard, if we dreamt of snakes and the snake bite us, it means somebody is gona propose? AHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

Yaaaaa.... IN MY DREAMS LAA.

Im definitely having monday blues today. Right at the start of my day. How wonderful.. fucking shit!

I lost my bloody phone! I just sold my hp and now i lost the spare phone too?! I dont care bout the phone cos its the most lousiest phone ever but I want my sim card back! But in a matter of fact, i dont really care cos i've been wanting to do spring cleaning with all the contacts in it. But ergh! Why why why?????

Its been ages i lost a phone. How can i be so forgetful damn it??

Honestly, the only number that remembered is my mum, my house and my bf. Hahaha yes. That pathetic! I cant remember any of my friends number. Cant blame me what. Whenever i wana send a msg or call, i'll just go to the phonebook and look for names. Shit.

So right now, im phoneless and uncontactable.

What a start for the week.

Im sorry baby for being such an ass.

Aku suke nah carik pasal dgn die tau. Tak tentu pasal bingit2.
I know sometimes you get irritated with my stinky attitude.
I know i suck sometimes but most of the time, im sucha sweetie right? *puke*

I miss miss miss you already dear.
I miss yesterday. How i wish it was still yesterday.
Spending time with you is always fun.

I loveeeeeeeee you!

Pictures from last thursday with the girls.
Picture during fasting month with bf. LOL.

My whole body is aching, my head hurts and my throat is sore right now.
I guess my body hurts from ice-skating yesterday. Yes we finally went ice-skating together!
Gerekkkk!

We met at Lavendar around 5 plus and it was raining. So he suggested we just hang around Bugis Junction till the rain stops. Walk around there and i bought a top. Not a shirt eh. I think my first sleeveless top. And bf likes it! Hahaha. He even told me to wear right there. But i didnt la. I never bought any sleeveless top because i think my arms are too skinny. But i think that top looks ok on me. Can wear for clubbing too. Hehe.. We even managed to play Command and Conquer for an hour.

After that we head to Kallang for ice-skating. We skate for almost 2 hours. Me and bf even fall once! I fell hard man!!! So embarrasing! But we had fun! Too bad no pictures.

After much fun, both of us were famished. And so, we head to Newton for late dinner. Stingray, cockles, baby kailan and chilli crab. So damn yummylicious!! For the first time ever, we finished everything!!!! No leftover.

Reached home around 1. Went to sleep straightaway. Baby has duty today. Its already coming to 6!!! Omg?! Fast or what??? Monday, please dont come soon. I feel like the weekend are so short!! Not enough, not enough! I want more!!

It looks like its gona rain pretty soon. Stay home sunday, i guess.

Did you guys enjoy ur weekend? I know i did.

I skipped work today cos i woke up late. alasan. But really la..... Anw i love this picture. Hows my editting? Getting better? LOL.

Yesterday we thought of going to JB. Before that we went to Junction 8 to pass time. Wanted to go JB around 10 plus but when we reached there, the queue for bikes was OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING LONG SIAK. Limit2 the waiting time is 2 hrs plus. It was that bad. So we turn around. Illegal turn btw cos we were already at the bridge to custom. Scary as hell cos the bikes coming was so fast and we were at the end. Some came from the end also and they cant see us. I was feeling terrified cos i was scared someone will bump into us. But lucky, none. So after that we head to AL-AMEEN for dinner. Reached home around 12 plus. I was soooo sleepy, the moment i lie down, zZZzzZZz.

I have a couple of plans lining up for today. Ice-skating, bowling, movies, and chilli crab. Hopefully today is gona be smooth. Today's the only day i got to spend time with my precious cos tomorrow hes on duty. Shucks. He'll be finishing work around 4 and i have to move my skinny ass to hougang or boon keng cos hes not gona fetch me here. Boohoo. But its okie. Skali skale la eh.

Alright then. Enjoy the weekend ya!

Its already 7.15pm and i am still at work right now. Going home at 8.. 45 more mins to go..

And what do ya know?

I thought once bitten twice shy but for this person, i guess if she's bitten 1000000000000 times also, she will never be shy cos i guess her skin is THAT thick la?? Woah.

Tsk tsk. Cant you make up your own lines or something?? Are your brains THAT small, you cant even think?

She copied my post once and this time she did it again. This time from my friend's blog. Haha what a joke!
Your such a joke la babe.

And dont go around telling people like its our fault when its clearly your fault.
CAUGHT RED-HANDED TWICE SOMEMORE!
GEREK OR WHAT?

Whatever to you, loser.

Baby's gona pick me up later and i've no idea where we're heading to except for jb. But thats gona happen abit later in the night.

My cravings for crabs cant be fulfilled today i guess. Nvm. There's still tomorrow.

Patience. Every single one of us has our own limits. Every one is responsible for their own actions. NOBODY should take the blame for your own doings.
Whatever choices that you make, its your own choice. Correct?

Ape kau rase eh biler orang salahkan kau pasal orang lain punye taik? When in fact, you have nothing to do with it. NOTHING!

Nie mcm orang lain yang buat salah, kau yang kene tuduh bukan2. Cb. Seriously, aku bingit!! Abeh step aku kat sebelah die 24 hrs, every minute nampak ape die buat sume. Klakar per?!

Slalu gini eh. Kite diam2, orang naik kepale.
If there's ever a next time, i wont give any more face.

And this clearly shows that they cant accept the fact that their precious one, is not as angelic as they think.

Always blaming others for his actions. TSK!!! Thats not the first right? TSK!!!

*******

Moving on! Dbl o yesterday was fun, sweaty and extremely hot!!!! No pictures. Too bad. And i think, clubbing with bf is much much better. You can dance with him the whole night and not worry who to dance with. LOL! I mean you can dance alone but it feels nicerAnd yeah. i only had like 1 and a half hrs of sleep before going to work. Fucking sleepy sia now.

The weekends are here!! YIPPEEEE!!!!!!!!

Weekends actually means alot eh for people working office hours. Heh.

Chilli crab, here i come!

I totally forgot that today's my 16th monthsary with Md Faizrul till he msg me awhile ago wishing Happy 16th month? Haha. How could i forgot about it? The only thing that i remember for today is tonight. Get it? Nvm.

So anyway just wana say..

Happy 16th month, my precious!!!

We've been through alot together.. We started off with a rough patch and managed to stick with each other despite everything that has happen.

Fights and arguements are normal.

Even though both of us has our own flaws, we manage and still trying to accept one another imperfections.

Whatever it is, i just want you to be by myside. Forever and always.

I know your the best for me. And im, the best for you. :)

Lets be happy forever shall we?

I will always love you Faizrul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since i am bored, i shall do the tag thing thats been passing around the blogsphere right now.

I've been tagged by Nanafetana.

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back! Here is 10 things you must know about yours truly.

Here goes!

1. I don’t iron my clothes. Its been years already.

2. I don’t know how to use the washing machine.

3. Every time I eat drumstick, I have to bite the bone till its crushed or else I feel like haven’t complete my meal. Haha!

4. Whenever there’s prawn on my dish, I will eat it after I finish eating everything.

5. I started working at the age of 16. But till now, every month I never fail to borrow money from my parents. *gulp*

6. If I see anything with alottt of small holes, I feel so yucky, gelisah and just so gelisah!

7. I use to store prawns in my mouth and eat it bit by bit when I was small. Haha!

8. I don’t know how to save. Fullstop. I seriously don’t know.

9. My two rabbit teeth used to be black. Not totally black. More like grayish? Hahaha. When I was small la. Algae I think. Eat too much sweet I guess. Lucky the new growth is white.

10. When I was in primary one, this cibai teacher ever slapped me infront of the class because apparently she told us to keep quiet for a minute but she caught me whispering. Fuck u old hag! I still remember her name. Mrs Wong. Cibai you knn! Should have told my mum and then get her fired! But at that time I was scared cos I though my mum will scold me. Haha. I think she die already. May you rot in hell bitch.

The 10 people.

1. Lyn ( tk tau kau nk buat lagi ke tk. nampak sah tak. haha )

2. Furr

3. Erma

4. Irah

5. Hanees

6. Daguen

7. Ayn

8. Yunira

9. Calvin

10. Sape2 la!

Ok done!!!!!!

I just realised that viewing my blog from firefox sucks! My pictures at the side are not proportion with the words. Meaning the words are in the center but my pic are at the side. Wth? Oh nvm.

I accidently deleted my previous main pic and i cant find it anywhere in this laptop. So i change it to this one. Why am i telling you that anyway?? haha.

Ive been having stomachache since like forever?? Its already like one week. And i alwaysss feel like shitting. Haha ok. Info yang tak perlu.

Its only 10pm and my eyes are damn heavy. Alrite. More updates tomorrow, hopefully.

Adios!

I love love alll the editted pictures! I LOVE IT! hahahah. I especially love Zul&Daya. I even feel like printing all of them! And paste it all over my room. Haha ok enough.

Anyway i was so looking forward to today cos its boyfriend's night out but shit happens. He cant book out. Bloody hell. So pissed sia!

Ok thats all. Just wanted to upload those photos. Got to call the boyfriend before i sleep!

Sweetdreams people.

Hows my background? Nice? Wonderful? Pretty? Or ugly? Boring? Lame?

Me being 'kurang pandai' ask Titi aka Furr aka F...... (hehe) for help in changing the background. Such a simple task also dont know?!! Err ya? Thanks eh titi! Aku blanje kau mkn ketam, kalau kau ikot aku la. Heheee..

Anyway, i think my last post was abit exaggerating? I wont leave my lovely bf la. I love him so much. I always follow my emotions more. Of cos. Girls being girls what. They tend to be more emotional then guys right. And its normal when couples fight, either one of them feel like giving up and such. But when they are happy, everything is wonderful. I have to tell myself that being in a relationship isnt easy. Of cos there's the ups and downs of it. But sometimes, all these talk doesnt work. When people are angry, their brain will stop funtioning. Meaning, they will do silly things without thinking. Oh boy, im guilty of that. And i bet you also!

Oh well, whatever it is, i still love my baby.

And i just found out there's this website for you to edit pic. And i was sooooo excited when i got to know that website!! its been a loooooong time i editted pics. And now i can!! But too bad. Computer at work sucks to the max!!
Must wait till i get home.

Ok something random. I cant wait for my pay!!!!!

I was reading thru people's bullentin of frienster and i saw one q talking about hp. And suddenly i remembered that i sold my hp yesterday. Its ok. But i remembered alllllllll those msgs in my phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its sucks!!! There's a wholeee lot of msgs in there which i kept for memories. Most of it is from my boyfriend. Msges while he was in Taiwan. Msges when he was having his BMT. Msges when he was going for field camp. Msges when we fought. Msges telling him how much he loves me. Msges of him saying sorry bout some fights we had. All sorts of msges. =(
And there was one time that phone needed to be repaired and that person told me msgs and stuff might be gone after repairing. I almost wanted to cry and now, my hp is totally gone from my hand. Sad or what?

But its ok. Maybe its time to move on to the future. All those memories, bad and good shall be kept as... memories.

I miss my hp. =/

Till the next time, i get a new phone. No more samsung. Freaking hard to sell it! hahahaha. What phone shall i buy eh? Nokia? Sony? Oh heck. Shall see how it goes..

Yeah probably i was just being over-dramatic last saturday but still am hurt by what you said. Have you heard of 'hurtful words destroy love'?

That was the case. I was extremely sad,angry and hurt by your words. I kept thinking why must you say all that? Being angry is not an excuse to spout everything. I know i dont deserve all this after what i've done for this relationship. And some parts of me just feel like ending everything but i know, thats alil bit too much. But fuck, im not a robot. I have feelings too.

And yeah. I agree sooo much when they say hurtful words destroy love. Even if you dont mean it, the damaged is done. The more hurtful things you say to me, the lesser my feelings towards you. You're just driving me away more and more.
But gue masi relek skrng. I will stay unless my patience has run out.

So anyway, since he wanted to spent time with his friends, i went to meet Lyn at her house. And off we went to town. I was so damn hungry by then. Bought subway and sat at Taka. Everything was fine till the significant other came. Hehe. Bla3. Slack till 4 plus. After that met the bf whom was also in town. Da susah baru nk carik eh. Fyi, saye sungguh2 tk suke orang mcm gitu. Tkpe. Gua kasi lu chance. Lu buat lagi, tiada maaf bagimu! Went to eat supper. Went back to his house, slept till 11 plus. He sent me home around 12 plus. Change my clothes and we went to Boon Lay to sell my hp tapi hp aku betolnye tk laku, tkde kedai nak. -_- Walauwei. So decided to go sungei rd. Finally! Someone wants to buy it. After that, ate at Tong Seng. Then went back to his house to take his things. Bla bla2. Malas la nk type.

He finally book in at arnd 10 that night. I was so tired and sleepy, the moment i reached home around 9 plus. I fell asleep. But still, i am soooo sleepppppy righttt nowwwwwwwwwwww!!!

....

I feel like eating crabs!!! Yummmmyyyyyy!!!!! Saw one couple ate crabs yesterday and i also feel like eating one. Nvm. I can fulfill my cravings this weekend which is 5 days from now. Plan nie mesti kene jadinye. Cos everytime i plan something, mostly it doesnt happen. But this one mati2 kene happen. Jangan banyak songgeh eh bf. U kene ikot i makan ketam! Kalau tk, i ajak orang lain ar!

K da. I am so hungry right now i can eat one whole cow.

sometimes i wonder why i cry over you so much..

and is it even worth it in the first place..

He had his fun yesterday. Im gona have my own fun, soon.

Pictures from last sunday. Yeah i know. One week baru dpt pic. Blame Mr Macky aka Manazil!

I had gastric attack for the first time last wed. My stomach was in pain the whole day. So i skipped work the next day and rest at home. The day before, bf and me went to catch Tropic Thunder at Marina despite the drizzling. I gave it 2/5. Honestly it sucks.

Not in the best mood to update more. I'll update it when i get my mood back.

Happy Weekends, people.

i am so angry right now, i feel like crying!

Fuck!! i just wana have a happy life and heartbreaks-free.

I dont know what i did to deserve all the shits.

Karma? Nonsense. I've never done anything like this to other people.

Oh god. Show me the answer to all this.

I wish i am more meaty. Im just too skinny. And i hate it sooo much!!

No matter how much i eat, i just cant grow fat. I used to eat mcdonalds every single day but at the end of the month, i only gained like 1 damn kg. Pathetic eh? And i'll probably lose that one kg in a matter of days. Without even doing anything. Probably i go to sleep and in the morning, my 1 kg is already gone. -_-

If i could gain more fats, i'll choose my hands and shoulders. So that i can wear tube dresses and stuff. Best kannn??!!!

But sometimes when i see people who is much more skinnier then me, i feel thankful cos luckily im not that skinny! Whoosh. But many people assume that im fat just by looking at my photo. I have chubby cheeks. I used to have chubbier cheeks. But it has already slim down now. Hahaha.

One of my ex colleagues always tells me to get married fast. Cos mostly girls after marriage, they tend to get more fatter. Especially malays. Agree. Dont know why. Just look at Siti Nurhaliza! Omg. Her waist and face gain damn lot sia. Anyway, he told me after im married and have kids, my body will be perfect. Hahahah mcm paham.
I dont need a perfect body. I just need some fats la!!!

Even with skinny body, i have a hard time choosing clothes. Cos sometimes size S dont even fit me. Depends on what store la. Topshop and Forever 21 is out. They are too big for me.

By next year, i wana gain 5 kg. Not more. hahaha. I dont wana be that fat or else i'll have a problem choosing clothes,again.

But if i were to choose being fat and skinny, i'll choose skinny though. Heh.
Cos to think back, fats will sag when you age. Your breast will sag. EW?? If you have lots of fats on your stomach, your fats will spill out from your clothes and its gona look ugly. EWW??
And worse, you will have stretch marks and cellulite all over your body! EWWW??

Ok. Now i thank god that im skinny.

Every tuesday, i look forward to meet the bf. Since he has nights off every tuesday and thursday. But since the management has changed a few weeks ago, they will only know they get the nights off on their last parade and that is around 5 plus. But i still do hope i get to meet him today.. Anyway thats not the main thing i wana talk about..

Since forever, i realised, EVERY DAMN tuesday, we'll be fighting. EVERY.SINGLE.TUESDAY. It has happened since many many many months ago!!!! Its always before we meet, deciding where to go, where to meet. Sometimes even after we meet. And i counted, there were a few time we fought, and i cried so baddddddd... I dont why!! There's ALWAYS something to fight about on tuesday. Goshhhhhh! Its the TUESDAY CURSE!

Sometimes i even think about not meeting him to avoid any arguements tapi da miss each other, nk buat ape kan? Hhahahaah..

And its been awhile we ate Gelare on tuesday!!! Im already so hungry right now. Thinking bout the waffles makes my stomach growl even more. Grrrr.

Ahhh yes. I just remembered about the fight we had last week. I gave him one week to get rid of it. Hah. Your one week is over bebeh. Now, show me!

//

You know, i just dont get it with guys. He always remind me not to do things that will hurt him. I dont think in these past 15 months together, i hurt him so bad till his heart breaks or whatever. But the thing he has done to me, is overwhelming. Too much.
Its always like that eh? The person who will say not to do this or that, end up the one doing it. The person who always remind you not leave him/her or whatever, end up leaving you. Agree?
I know not all guys are the same. And i really really hope, hes not the same as other guys.

Its hard to find a decent man nowadays. Either they are taken, gay or married. This one, i cant agree. Cos sometimes married or taken guys can be such an asshole.

Oh well. Mr boyfriend told me yesterday, or should i say he has been telling me quite alot of times that he cant wait to get married to me. And he really3 wants me to be his wife. Hehehe super sweeeeeeeet righttt. I know. I just hope those fairytales will be a reality one day.

Oh, im so hungry right now!!

Perkare kecik leh jadi besar. Amcm ckp?

Akunye entry yg kene copy paste dari budak mane ntah, tkde bnyk bunyik, tkde bnyk ckp. Tapi orang yg tkde kene mengena dgn nie nk sebok2.

In the first place kan, kwn aku ade tarok name kau ker?? takde pe. die ade ker tarok kaunye url to let the whole world see that post that u copied from me eh? tkdekan??
so sape yg nk besar2kn perkare nie eh skrng??
sepatotnye aku yg kene besar2kn benda nie eh. akunye post sia yg kene copy paste word by word.
tetapi sebaliknye.

put age aside la eh. cos aku pon pernah umur mcm kau.

da la tknk mengaku salah die. tapi maseh ade hati nk blog burok pasal orng. tk tau malu betol. lagi blog pasal benda yg tkde kene mengena dgn hal nie. main point die mane?
and biaselah. kawan mesti backup kwn. betol tak?

tk paham betol la aku dgn orang2 cam gini. gasak kau la eh. malas nk layan.

and btw, kalau kau ckp, die nk malukan kau kat blog die, that post should have stated your name, ur link and your picture. Tapi satu haram jadah pon tkde.
So plz eh. GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT FIRST.

Oh well, people in the wrong usually wants to win. No matter what you say, they will still wana win. Let them be then.

Im not the type of person who love to search for a fight.
I dont need drama in my life to make it interesting.
I know you guys do.
G la tambahkn2 drama-mama dlm hidop korang k. Korang kan suke carik drama. Betol tk? betolllll.

******

My weekend was great. Fri and saturday was spent with the boyfriend. Friday went to mustafa to get my things. Saturday went to town and queensway to search for his jeans.

Bla3. I miss him already... I wish i could spent more days with him..

Since on sunday bf has duty, i went out with friends instead. Lepak town la mane lagikan. Took quite a few pictures from Mack's camera. Aku nk gmbr tau jgn lupe!

Its already monday. Boring or what? And its raining. Nie kalau kat katil nie, best sia tidooo mcm pig.

More updates later!

I slept really really early yesterday. Early as in 7.30pm!!

I was just lying on my bed,with my eyes closed. Bf called. And i realised that it was already 10pm. So after talking to him for awhile, i went back to where i was. Maybe i was just tired. Slept till my head hurts. Despite sleeping early, i was still late. More late then ever infact!

Anyway, i got two things to look forward to today.

First
- i'll be getting my pay. Finally.

Second
- meeting my dearest honey. Yippeee!

I need to do something with my hair. Im getting bored of it. Maybe back to jet-black? Maybe maybe.

I cant wait to meet the boyfriend later. Miss his kissssss.

Hahahahahahaha. I just couldnt stop laughing. Yes people. Its THAT funny!!

Nie baru expect the unexpected.

I open up a blog for me to rant and whine bout my days and whatsoever.
Whoever manage to stumble across my blog, well hello.
I dont mind strangers reading my blog.

But one thing that i didnt expect it to happen, happened. It has never cross my mind siak!

I mean, my english is simple as A B C. I dont use big words. So who the hell wants to copy and paste my post to their own blogs?? Tak original la lu. Kalau copy paste maknenye its not from your heart.

Honestly, im not angry. Im just tickled by all that. Hahahahaha.. klakar nyerrr.

So to Miss blablablada, kindly delete that post eh k. Im being extremely nice here. Small thing, no need to make it big. So plz eh, plz eh.

COPYCAT!!!

Ade orang semalam sengaje nk sakitkn hati aku.
Sengaje nak carik kemarahan aku.
Sengaje nk carik kebencian aku.

Selagi boleh sabar, aku sabar.

Bukan sekali dua aku da cakap aku tk suker. Banyak kali tau da cakap.
Tapi tetap degil.
‘Ape maksod eh tu agak2??’ Sengaje kepe??

Ader hati eh nk suruh orang dngr cakap. Tapi diri sendiri tknk dngr ckp orng.

Geram geram!

Simply said........I miss you so so much, myfaizrul.

Why am i feeling so insecure with myself?? What makes me feel this way??

I had a conversation with him on the phone a few mins ago. One topic leads to another. And somehow, i feel so pissed off out of a sudden. Im just over-reacting, i think. I always do. Heh.

Being inlove is a superb feeling but at the same time, very very dangerous. You talking about your heart here! You're pratically giving your heart to someone else and expect that person to take care of it. What if, that person you rely on, breaks it? Damn it feels like shit.

I know my boyfriend loves me. I can feel it. I can feel the love hes giving me eversince. But i cant help it but to think the worse. Expect the unexpected, they say. And right now, i always think the unexpected. I dont know why!! Am i that insecure?? Why am i feeling this way anyway?

I heard stories about people cheating behind their partners back without them knowing. It sounds scary as hell. I dont know whats their intention. But plz lor, if you cant commit to one person, dont be in a relationship. Its that easy. So anyway, they played behind their partners but their partners never knew. Im scared that thats gona happen to me. Even though, you feel that ur gf or bf wont do that to you but who knows!!!!

Thats why i say, im always over-thinking. Always always always. Im just protecting myself lor.

So baby, if you ever read my blog which i dont think u do, plz eh. If u ever think of playing me out, by all means, tell me right to my face now. You wana play me out, play it infront of me not behind me.

Oh well, im just one insecure freak right now. Hope this feelings will fade away.

I really really love my bf so much thats why i feel insecure?? I think thats it.

I just love him wayyyy toooooo much la. If anything happens, i bet my heart gona break into pieces. And noone can ever fix it.

I just wana be with him for the rest of my life.

I wana let the whole world know that i love him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its true when they say the Libra is a Lover..

How true.. heh.

That was yesterday. His hair was in a mess cos he forgotten to bring his wax. Info yang tk perlu. Haha.

He fetched me around 4. Supposed to be at 3 tapi nie budak slalu lmbt. Grr. We went to Marina Barrage. The opening of the Reservouir in the City. The place was okla. The place was packed. But that place is awesome for some slacking. Especially at night for couples. So next time boring2 go there to chill.

Both of us were so hungry. We went to Singapore Flyer to indulge in some chicken from Popeye! It was my first time eating Popeye, believe it or not. Good food. We slack near that place after eating. Bf reallyyyy wanted to watch sunset cos the sky was looking quite pretty with orange rays. But nak g Mount Faber mcm lengit gitu. Nanti nk kene patah balik. So next time k baby. Sat there, took pictures, talk shit. After a while, bf wanted to drink (as usual every weekend), so i thought ok, i'll join. Mcm paham minom beer. Bought drinks at Lucky Plaza. One tin each. Slack at Taka garden. Atlast asss usual, i cant finish it. I drank like not even 1/4 of it. Bf was the one who has to finish it. We really cant think of anything to do. Stand outside Cine for dont know how long. Thought of catching movie but kinda waste of money. End up we bought food from Subway, sat somewhere near there. Last last, biase jugak.

Reached home around 3 plus. Bf has duty today so, im gona sit home all day, watch some telly, eat some ice cream. Oh yeah. My parents bought a wholee lot of ice-cream yesterday worth around 60 plus. There was an ice-cream sale going on at some warehouse. My fridge is full of ice-cream now. But the sucky thing is that, its mostly chocolate. -_-

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And im pretty broke right now. But its ok. Payday is this week. I need to make my PDL soon. Gotto start going for prac. I took my BTT on september but till now, i havent go for any prac. Lazy ass.
I heard Nightrider has decreased their operating hours from 4am till 2am. Thats crazy dont you think?? How bout all those people clubbing and stuff? They have to take the bus by 2am? Boring or what? wah boring sey.
Every weekend will be so boring. People have to catch the last bus home at 2am..
Aiyoyoyo. Anyway it doesnt affect me. Hehehaha. Action eh?!

Tomorrow's monday already?? Arghh so fast??!!!
Boring!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is like the coolest photo of us ever!!!!!!!!

I love love love it!!!!!

Im gona make more of this!! hahahahaha.

Thanks erma for the website!!

Yes arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............

I have finally discovered........................... MSN at work!!!

LOL!!

Add me up eh kalau boring...

Msn add below my default pic..

Daya I'm a sucker for LOVE. Not interested in dramas. Deeply in love with her one and only, Mohd Faizrul <3

I know you want me,you know I want you too.

Lovers and Fighters Since 20th July 2007