DAYAZUL <3.

Ok. I'm basically obsessed now with Cristiano Ronaldo. HAHAH. I've been watching his Youtube videos and smiling to myself since an hr ago. And I even signed up for a new Youtube account just to comment ' Ronaldo you are so cute!!!!!!! ' at his page. Crazy eh? Hahahhaa. Damn he is sooooooo fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! Can't help it. Hormones raging inside. Hahahah! Fuck.

I remembered I had a hugeeeeeeeeee crush on Michael Owen during 2002 World Cup. And I mean HUGEEEE! And now Ronaldo?! But seriously lor. Ronaldo is so fucking hot lah!!!!!! His smile melts me man!!!!!!!! Okok enough. It's not like as if I would ever have the chance to meet him! Lucky bitches that gets to touch him.

K update later. Wanna continue watching his videos! :D

Gonna update this blog before I go to sleep. Can't sleep late if not overshot again like just now. $10 gone.

Just came back from sheesha-ing at Haji Lane with the gang. G sheesha tapi tk sheesha. Cannot lah. Wait I headache. Hanging out with Kama and Khafiz arrr.... cekik darah you know! Slalu kene jadi bahan. Bukan bahan untuk buat ketawe eh....... Of cos in a joking manner lah. Duh. I seriously can't wait for Baby's return. Then can hangout together! I think we will still be close despite us not working together anymore. Only Yaya is missing out alot. Sume west, die sorang tgh2. I can already imagine when we all jalan raya. Confirm best!! Sume ader transport sendiri. Wah best best!!

Anyway work was OK. Starting to get a hang of it. But sometimes toooo bored until want to sleep.
KK i need to sleep already. Goodnight!

How's my first day? Not bad. Nothing much to do. I like working in a very small group/company. No dramas and stuff. So my place we have only 5 people. All ladies. 3 Korean and 2 Malays. Well my job is quite easy though. Like usual, first day not really that sure right? After a few days or one week, everything will fall into place.

I have to wear like kakak2 sey now. Because they told me, I'm the face of Antique cos the first person they will see when they step inside is me! So I have to be well groomed. And Korean ladies you know lah. Baju2 dorang camne.. Like working in an office kinda type. I have to impress the boss in my attire for this one week. If she don't like it, I have to wear a uniform! Oh well. At least I can wear heels. I've been wanting to wear heels to work you know. Hahahha. Step kerja office lah kan. And the benefits in working there is that I'll get to do whatever I want with my hair once a month!! That's like WOW!! If only my hair is still in good condition. I think I'll bleach it blonde again. Damn. I think I wanna make my fringe platinum blonde. How bout that? Hahaha.

And just now was my first time finishing work while the sun was still shining!! And it feels so good!! Its been so damn long OK!! The last time was end of 2008. Coming to two years hor.

Anyway I've decided to join the Nd lala thing. I mean $231 is not that big amount of money. Not like LFI. Like what I've heard, they have to fork out 2k to join. SIOW AR??! 2k or $231 is so much difference. So even if I don't gain anything, it's Ok. Nie sume rezeki masing2 kan. And I choose Bronze first rather then Silver. I need to see the result first before I upgrade. So yeah. Duit2 mane2 leh carik. You never try, you will never know.

Ok sleeping early tonight. Have a good week everyone!

I met Herizal Osman just now at Whitesand Pasir Ris. Thanks to Yaya and Boyfriend for accompanying me. Anyway he is damn cute lah. Hahahaha. Ok btw if you wanna know, I met him purely for business. Well I was kinda interested in the money making scheme that he always published in his Fb status. So out of curiousity, I PM-ed him and asked him more about it. Btw I PM-ed him at 7 plus in the morning ok! Hahaha. And he replied a few mins after I PM him! That's super fast. Make an appointment with him at Whitesand at 6pm later that day. But reached an hour late. My heart was beating so fast! And I was alone cos the couple was late! So I braved myself and walk towards them. He brought 2 friends with him btw. Fuh lucky.

So we sat at McD and they explained it to us. Yaya was CLEARLY not interested. Well it sounds pretty good to be true. The only thing I have to do is fork out a min of $230 and find as many people as I can to join in this. Oh its totally legal. Their company name is ND LALA UPTREND has been published in Berita Harian and even Manja Magazine. So its quite well known. Just that they only started in Singapore like a year plus. I have quite a few friend telling me that everyone is doing it. But there's just too many company that is doing this stuff. And we might never know if this is a scam or not.

But I have a lil confidence that this one is true is because firstly, its HERIZAL OSMAN. I mean most malays recognized him in Spore. He keeps talking about this in FB and I don't think this is a scam cos if it is, he himself will have a bad name right? Secondly, I told mum and dad, and they said that its real. Just that the tough thing is to bring people in. And that's when the money flows. Herizal told me that he gets $300 min per day. Per day ok!! And in less then 2 weeks, he gets 1000$ plus. Can you believe it? And the amount of modal that you paid is once in a lifetime.They won't ask you for money anymore. No maintenance or quota or whatever.

Well I still havent join this permanently but it seems sooo hard to convince people as many has second thought about this unless i experienced it myself!!

Damn.

Oh btw, I'm starting my new job today!! At Bukit Timah, Beauty and Hair salon. Its a Korean Company. The place is really cool and nice. And it has a very relaxing working environment. Plus the working hours rock!! 10am-7pm every weekdays and 11am-6pm on weekends. Every Monday off. So that means I'll be visiting my dearest Baby on Monday then starting from next week. Wish me luck people.

Its 4.30 in the morning and I'm in the mood to blog.

I've just finished browsing my daya88 LJ. It has so so much memories in it. I love reading back all my entries when I'm bored. Brings back good and bad memories. I read about the biggest fight we ever had in our 3 years relationship. To be honest, if that were to ever happen to me again, I'll probably will pack and go for real this time. In this 3 years, I've learned so much. Never to let a guy take advantage of you, of your trust and kindness. I used to forgive him very damn easily. I bet we all girls do right? All in the name of LOVE. But as time goes by, it will get into his big head and he will do the same thing over and over again. And yet again, we forgive just like that.

I realized life is too short to settle for anything less. And all that has happened in our relationship is all in the past. Everybody makes mistakes but stupid people make the same mistakes twice, thrice or even more! One of them is none other then him. Well honestly, I'm kinda glad this happened. What I mean with this, is that he got lockdown for the things he did. Yeah. I'm not gonna hide that he got lockdown (DB eh bukan prison). Sometimes good people do bad stuff. And he is a good person only that sometimes he thinks with his dick, not his brain. And this is actually the perfect punishment for him. As much as it hurts me so fucking bad to be separated from him, he needs to learn his lesson. And I guess this is the only way for him. Or else, he will NEVER learn.

I take this as a break between us where we both can think about all that has happened. Good and bad. Things that we took for granted. Its kinda a rebirth for our relationship. Where we can start a new when everything is back to normal. Its a good thing that he has realized his mistakes. Well I hope he's not saying that just because he is inside.

He did told me he's gonna treat me better then before. And he has realized somethings that we should and shouldn't do when we are in a fight. One of them I hope is not to hurl vulgarities at each other! I always try not to say bad words to him cos I know it hurts. To think back, I rarely use vulgarities at him unless I am super damn mad. And the other one is not to drag the problem for days. I hate dragging the most. To me, I like to solve the problem right on the spot rather then dragging it. He likes to drag though! And the most important one, never say things that will hurt one another! We say the most regretful things when we are mad. Agree? 100%.
Its been a year now. And we are still standing strong! I am so proud of myself for going through this. It was damn hard in the first few months. Thinking about the days and months without him by my side was horrible. But things got better eventually. With the help of my friends, of cos. We've been through hell and back again so many times. And tomorrow night, we turn 2 years and 11 months. My longest ever. I love you so much baby. No one can ever replace you in my heart. You are the one man that I'll always love till the day I die.

2 months and 15 days left till my baby comes home.

Ar yes. I am back to jobless, by choice.

Toni N Guy wasn't what I expected it to be. It is so much different then Jean Yip. Honestly, I prefer JY. I'll get more hands on plus I'll get more commission. The system in TnG is kinda weird to me. Me don't like. The only thing that I liked was the working hours. Plus, some fucking bitch has already gets on my nerve. Can't stand the shit out of her. I think without her, I'll probably stay for a lil while more before I get another job but I just can't stand her any longer!! She's a senior there, most probably only a year senior(hello!! I have 3 years ex in this so that makes me more senior then you in the hairstyling world, dumbasshole!) It must be the ego but I can't stand it when people with a year plus experience, worst 3 months, wants to tell me what to do and shit. Fuck off! Like as if I don't fucking know what the fuck I'm doing! Nabei cibai.

So for now, I'll be taking a few days break before I get myself a job again. I already went for an interview yesterday and I do hope they will select me. If not I will keep searching. I don't wanna be jobless for long. I have bills to pay!

Boyfriend will be so mad at me if he knows I don't hold a job right now. Don't worry. It won't be long till I get another one. I hope.

Wow. I just got to know like 5 seconds ago that Azmie knows my boyfriend's friend!! Yang together2 masok. What a small world man!! Damn. Hahahaha. The world sure is getting smaller!

Anyway I'll be starting my new job today! As in later. I should be sleeping by now but I just came home from supper with the gang. Kinda scared plus anxious and excited. Already lay out what to wear tomorrow. Haha. Habis lah. Pening kepale gue ape nak pakai hari2.

And just now visit was as always, lovely. My mentel boy. Everytime visit surely mentel one. Tak mentel tak sah. But it's okie. Atleast die mentel2 dgn I sorang da ok. Can't wait for June,July and August to be ovaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Ok goodnight everyone. May everything goes well for me later.

Today's my last day of work and guess what? I skipped. Just because I am feeling damn lazy to get off my bed. I've been surfing the net since I was up. Was awoken by that irritating burger. Seriously damn irritated. If I didn't reply her msg, she will keep msging me and I FUCKING HATE THAT. And asking me supid qs which I can't be bothered to entertain.

Doesn't mean we are talking, everything is back to normal. Fyi, I wasn't the one who choose to talk again. It's her. Oh, i'm sorry you just can't get me off your mind. Too bad then. I guess I've made a big impact on your life eh? Sorry to burst your bubble but I don't feel the same way about you.

And tomorrow is my only leave before I start my new job. The good thing is, there's one straight bus! And more good news is, I'm seeing my baby tomorrow!! On a Monday eh? Cos I doubt I'll get any off for a week. And now, the bad news. I have to figure out what to wear everyday!! My new place doesn't have uniforms as I'm not a trainee. And I can only wear black, white or gray. Wait, did I left my shoe in the locker? Fuck. I think I did. I have to clear all my things tomorrow. Leceh2.

Ok im done here.

Wah!! I am so super mad right now!!!!!!!!!!! Someone dropped my fucking laptop and the plastic piece that is below my screen which is connected to board has cracked!!! And everytime I open my latop, my screen suddenly senget abit. Nabei cibai sial!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aku jage punyer jage, orang lain yg jahanam kan!!!!!!!!!!!!! Da aku agak!!!!!!!!! Nie mesti confirm happen. Cibai ar!!!!!!!!!!!!Besok jage semua!!!!! Aku confirm mesti pekik punyer!! Puki tol. Marah giler siak. I fucking paid for it and some idiot broke it. Fuck~!!!!!!!

I'm gonna change my password and not let anybody touch it ever again!! Even if my dad or mum wants to use it. Da kasi pakai beh tk tau nak jage!! Aku suspect mesti adik aku yg kecik. Kau siap kau besok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So this week will be my last week at TWD. And honestly speaking, I DON'T WISH FOR THIS WEEK TO END!!!! I'm so gonna miss my friends at work!!! Kama, Khafiz, Charun and Noy has been a great companion at work since Yati and Izah left. Yes, I mix with the boys now. And with that, I get 'sexually bullied' almost everyday. I think everyday leh!!! And I've been spending quite a lot of times having some casual chats with Noy. Didn't get to do that last time as I was in the cage. Been knowing him more nowadays. Every time when I'm bored or free, I will go to the bar and Noy will usually comes towards me and stay there when he's free. I love talking to him you know. Cos he's the most soft spoken guy I know in Twd. Well, 2nd actually. And he like's to stick out his tongue when he sees me. Hahaha. Oh well.. Good things have to come to and end one day. But I know my relationship with boyfriend will not. Heh. So please2 this week, fly slower. I want to treasure my last few moments at Twd. Been a very memorable 1 year journey there. Gonna miss you guys man!!! *sob sob

I've created a Formspring account just now. Just for fun. :)

So yeah. Ask me anything!

Got to know from boyfriend just now, those two monkeys are free next week. God, I can't help but feel so freaking jealous. But it's OK. Furthermore I need these 3 months to save. Told him about my plan and he said OK. Good good. I've already done some surveys about those places I wanna go with him. I really hope he gets to go overseas in September.

If not, I need Plan B. And yeah, I also have already did some survey about Plan B. And thank god we will be getting the GST money in July. 200$ helps abit. Even though not much but still, Alhamdullilah.

And guess what? I went for another interview just now. And I got it. This very well-known salon in Singapore (much better then Jean Yip) and UK sounds more promising. Furthermore the working hours is from 10-8pm everyday. Everyday baby!! And I get 6 days off per month. 15 days leave!! So yeah. I've decided to choose this one. Starts on 15 June. And the manager was surprisingly a Malay. And oh, my place is like 10 mins away from Town.

Alright. Wanna watch The Last Song online.

Daya I'm a sucker for LOVE. Not interested in dramas. Deeply in love with her one and only, Mohd Faizrul <3

I know you want me,you know I want you too.

Lovers and Fighters Since 20th July 2007