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Sunday, September 19, 2010
Hey all. I tried to update from my Iphone yesterday but something was wrong. Had so many things to blog about. Personally about me. I've been having bad temper nowadays. These past few days I can't even stand myself. I wonder how he stand me. Like what he said, I'm too paranoid. That, I won't deny. But if I were him, I would really hate me right now. Seriously. But I just need to let it out. Even though it's tiring and hurtful to keep fighting with each other, I don't care. But the weird thing is, we're ok when we're together. Whenever we're apart, we keep on fighting. And nothing's new. I'm the firestarter like always. I don't know when this is gonna stop. I don't wanna be living a life with full of paranoia. It's tiring and definitely not fun at all. I need to learn how to chill down. But how?? Stop caring? Stop wanting to know what's up in his life? Someone tell me. It's like living with someone which is full or uncertainty. Like there's no guarantee that everything will be ok. But of cos, i truly love him with all my heart, I swear. I just want the best for him. I don't want him to get into trouble anymore. I care too much, it hurts you know?! :(( |
    
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