Sunday, September 12, 2010

Feels like updating my blog before I go to sleep.

Finished work at 3am just now. Thanks to my darling bf for fetching me from work or else I have to wait for the 5am transport.
Next week will be my last week before I officially berambus dari situ. And I havent find a job yet. Feels like taking a week break before I start finding one. Kinda tired from working there. My body system terbalik already. And its draining me out. Especially during Raya. I even skipped visiting my Grandad's house in JB today cos I can barely open my eyes. Eve of Raya I slept at 6am,waking up at 11. Raya itself I have to work. Went straight to work from visiting OK. Then I reached home around 6am. Mum woke me up at 11am. I was dead tired by then. Like seriously. Feel real bad though. :( Sorry tok.

Sometimes I hate myself for being to sensitive or paranoid. And over dramatic. I always follow my feelings. Especially when im angry. I do regret what I say sometimes. Sometimes I dont because I know i'm right. But the need to prove that i'm right usually makes things worst. But so far, we didnt quarell for long. Like one full day or something. Like just now. We were quarelling about something at 830pm gtu. I was really mad lor. Mcm nk maki jek. But by 1 hr later we were like 'i miss u, i love u'.

Quarells are healthy lah though. It means we still care. If I dont care, i wont even bother. I mean for what right sakit kn hati sendiri?

Okla guys. Goodnight. Me wanna sleep. Might skip work later.










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I'm a sucker for LOVE.
Not interested in dramas.
Deeply in love with her one and only,
Mohd Faizrul <3