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Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I had two dreams. Both involved him. And both wasn't quite a pleasant ones. In one of the dreams, I dreamt that he cheated on me. With a girl I know. In that dream, I knew that the girl was a bitch. But it takes two hands to clap right? Even after telling her that we are together, she just can't stop flirting with him. And I was literally begging and crying to her to stop. Like any other dreams, I didn't get to the ending. In my second dream, he just got out. And we were in some neighborhood place. I was in a towel actually. With absolutely no clothes on! And we were sitting at a bustop. And we were arguing about his hp. I clearly remembered that he doesnt have any hp but his taik friends were still able to contact him so I demanded which no he used lah. And he kept saying he don't know. Then suddenly while he was hugging me, we heard his friend's voice behind. It was A. He was talking to B. Then he passed his phone to him and he asked B, how are you bla2. Suddenly she showed up and said HI to him but completely ignored me. I don't give a damn anyway. I demanded him for my short and top to wear after that and stormed off. But he followed lah. Again, I don't know the ending. What's that supposed to mean eh? Am I thinking too much? Honestly, 2 weeks without his letter makes me feel lonelier that ever. Yes its weird. Cos I feel like we're out of touch. And I think this is probably the longest period that we didn't hear from each other. And yeah, I didn't write to him either cos I feel so angry. He told me he will write but he didn't. Fuck that boy. I hate him for that! He's gonna get it from me tomorrow. Work has been OK so far. Getting to know more people especially the CSOs. I had to do recep for Dragon last week for 3 times. The thing about recep is that you have to be at the front and there's always gonna be a bouncer beside you. For Dragon, there will be like 4 5 bouncer at the front. And they will chat you up. Joke around and stuff. It makes time flies faster and I like that. That's why I like to be posted at the front. And Dragon is probably the best place so far to work at. Even though its a chinese place. But there will be interval where they will play trance songs lah. And you know what? This bouncer who will always stand next to me and always stare then look at me for long which makes me feel really uncomfortable actually. But he talks a lot. And always kacau me one. And everything he said, I sure got something to say back. He even said 'kau ade jer eh nak jawap'. Hahaha. And hes a damn matrep lor. And the last time I worked with him, he asked for my no but of cos I didnt give lah. He told me straightforward that he likes me! Mampos lor. Another matrep yang muke sombong giler babi punyer finally talked to me yesterday. And they all asked for his opinion whether I look like minahrep or not and he said YES!! Nabei. Nod his head so many times some more! Chicken! No wonder he never ever smile at me before. Cos he thinks that im a stuck up minah! Ok now i get it. Tomorrow's fasting people! Are you guys excited?? I'm damn excited!! I'm so so sooo happy actually. You all should know why lah hor. Tomorrow is also the second last visit. After that, the last visit ever!! Woooooooooooo!! |
    
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