Thursday, July 8, 2010

Sometimes it's really frustrating listening to someone's problem and being a good friend, you will give the best advice you can give but at the end of the day, that person didn't do what you told them to do. And what's even more frustrating is, it's the same problem every single day. Ever experience that? I bet most of you do.

Yes I agree. Sometimes you give the best advice to others but when it comes to your own self, you just lost it. It's definitely easier said then done.

But what if the situation is CLEAR CUT that you should just walk away instantly but you just refuse to? I'm talking about relationship right now. Those poisonous relationship which just sucks you dry. Leaving you with nothing else but your helpless soul. But what if, the other party is the same sex as you? Now that's a different story.

It's clear cut, I mean even a blind man can see it, that it's just not worth a second of your life to suffer because of the other person. If you're a girl, and you're crying over A GIRL, doesn't that sound really stupid?? You're never gonna spend the rest of your life with her what. C'mon! Don't be foolish lah. Because of a person that you know deep down, you're never gonna last, you want to waste your tears and money? Plus time!! Time is so precious. Might as well you spent those 20 mins of crying finding someone, a guy, that you can eventually marry with. I know 20 mins is a very short period lah but you get what I mean right?

I don't understand this friend of mine. The girl she is with now is clearly stamping all over her head but she just refuse to budge!! Omg. Geram you know!! Like what the fuck right?? She's using all her money even if she doesn't even have enough for herself!! Freeloader motherfucker. Even though the girl she is with now is my own friend, I find it really fucking.....ergh! Speechless. I think that is a big mistake. Friends getting together. And they have common friends. When they fight and eventually break up in a bad way, things will definitely won't be the same again. I know.

Even if that girl wants to end it and can no longer stand her sight, just end it in a nice way. Not by treating her like dirt lah! You're just making it worse lor. Haiyo pening pening. I just hope my friend wakes up from her dream and comes back to reality. Her happily ever after is never gonna happen. That's for sure.

Things like this makes me appreciate the love that I got now. Cos I know it's REAL. Even though we fight and swear and curse, at the end of the day, we still love each other and the most important thing is, we can have a family of our own. I know we are not a perfect couple. Nobody is. Every relationship has their own problems. We too. But we work things out. And we have faith in each other. But I'm not gonna boast until my nose kembang cos who knows what will happen in the future. Correct? But Im just so glad that I have him now. Really glad.

5 more days till I get to see him again. Can't wait!

And my brother is going to serve the NS, like finally, in Sep!! 3 days after Raya. He has the same fate as my darling. First son and cucu on my mother's side to go to NS wo. I'm wondering if my mum will cry when sending him off. 2 weeks of not at home. And once a week books out for 3 days and 2 nights for 3 months. We'll see. My brother is going to be a man soon. Hard to believe. He's going to make new, hopefully not setan2 ones, friends in NS. Yeah. I've heard guys changing to be like shit once they went to NS. My brother mix with a lot of chinese. And even the malays are not those matrep type. I hope he will know how to take care of himself. Don't want him to mix with the wrong people and end up getting into trouble. Even though we don't talk much, he is afterall, my brother.










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