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Monday, May 17, 2010
I have a sudden urge to blog about something at this hour. Time check, 4:53am. I've never been a big fan of politics at work. When I was working in Jean Yip for 3 years, I've heard a lot about myself. Even those people I don't know who works at different outlets, knows about what I've done. When I don't even know them. And when my friends talked about this one or that one, whom has got nothing to do with me, I will just listen but don't say much. Why should I care? Even when it comes to myself, I don't even give a hoot. I will just let them talk and don't bother. But the workplace I'm in now is totally different. Even though in JY, majority is chinese, its not as bad as the one I'm working with right now. Small restaurant, but too many politics. I hate it. To be honest, I don't wanna give a fuck about it but the friends I have now, makes me feel like I'm involved too. Yes, there's some complaints about me. Like me not taking work seriously and all that shit. And oh, after a year, they have finally realized that I don't suit working as a cashier. But I'm seriously glad I'm out of that cage. But the bad thing now is that I'm more exposed to the outside 'world'. Cos when I was a cashier, them guys will be the one telling me this and that but all I can do is listen. I was in the 'cage' remember? I didn't experienced it myself. But now, totally different. Anyway to cut it short, I think I work better alone. I don't want to be drag in the pit hole with someone else problem. And ya, I don't really favor people with attitude problem. Throwing tantrums anywhere and everywhere. To let others aware that they are angry. Just now, one of my colleague told me ' Aku da banyak sangat lah dngr psl tu psl nie ari2. Tapi aku tk kacau kau pasal aku tau kau tk campor '. Glad somebody realize. But for sure I know now is that I don't wanna change just to fit in. Just because she or he is doing that, I have to follow. Cos in the end, I will have a bad name for myself too. I work for myself. I earn for my daily expenses. I rule my own life. I'll stay. Even if it means drifting apart. But of cos, in the meantime, I am searching for a new job. |
    
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