Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I feel like revamping my blog but I'm super lazy like shit. -__-

My off day tomorrow, finally!! I need to catch on my sleep. Its weird that I still don't have enough sleep even though I starts work at 5pm everyday. Reaching home at 2, the latest. But still not enough sleep?!
And I've been skipping late night hangouts last week. Only once which was last Sunday. Watched Robin Hood. Oh god, don't watch it. IT SUCKS. The reason being is I'm almost broke.

Need to watch on my attendance cos I still need the money for my new job. Can't skip like how I did these past few weeks. But at least better then all my previous jobs. So be thankful bitches. You're lucky enough that I didn't ditch you like rubbish. I've already tendered my resignation yesterday.

But I'm gonna admit that I'm gonna miss that place. I'm definitely gonna miss my colleagues. You guys have been the greatest colleagues ever. A lot of things has happened while working there. Too many to say. Just let it stay as good and bad memories. And one thing for sure, I'm gonna bring my boyfriend there once he's back. :)

I'm looking forward to receive my surat cinta today. Hopefully by today. Miss that boy so much lah!!
Less then 4 months. 3 months and a week plus? Yaaahhhhhhhoooo!!!!!!! I don't mind leaving everything behind for him. As in partying, drinking and all that shitz. I wanna start a new. A new and better relationship.

I always have this flashbacks whenever I'm not doing anything. Those moments when I treated him like dirt. Throwing tantrums anytime even though its not his fault. Or getting angry whenever he's late. I remembered there was once we didn't meet for a few days and he was from camp. He was being held up by his officer thus he was late in meeting me. And he rushed to my place to meet me. But I didn't know that he was being held up. So I walked towards him with my sulky face ever and when he asked me why I just said nothing. And all the way I was being sulky. Last2 nak ade happy date, kite gadoh. Sucha waste of time and tears right? Hahaha. Oh well. I hope I will never be that unreasonable girlfriend anymore. I don't wanna take him for granted anymore. Those kisses and hugs that I took for granted. So guys, treasure your love ones. You will never know what's gonna happen. I know its easier said then done. I'm gonna think about this 14 months apart whenever I'm mad at him unreasonably. I love you so much baby.

11 months has passed, but I am still madly, deeply and crazily in love with you. I don't know what's in store for us but what I know is, I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.

We're turning 3 in two more months. :)










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I'm a sucker for LOVE.
Not interested in dramas.
Deeply in love with her one and only,
Mohd Faizrul <3