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Saturday, April 3, 2010
I'll be taking an effort to update my blog almost everyday. Even if there's no one who reads it. 2 more days to payday. 5 more days to visit my baby dearest. I can't wait for the visit more. Sometimes I wish I can visit him everyweek,alone. But I cant be selfish right. So once every 2 weeks alone is already good enough. Honestly, if I can visit him every single day, I will. No doubt about that. I dont mind going back and forth as long as I get to see him everyday. I'll cross the ocean for him if I have to. I know, why is it alwayssssss about him? Cos that's how I keep the love alive. Well you think its easy? Keeping the fire burning without him by myside? Its all in the mind. If in your mind, you want it to work, it will. But if in your mind, you keep saying this will never work out, things will die sooner or later. We still do communicate well for the past 9 months. Through letters and visits. But mostly letters. In each letter, we will tell how much we miss or love each other. I tell him about things that happened in my life. Every single letter. Its hard maintaining a good relationship when the other party is not around. But with the trust he has for me, and the bond between us, makes things a whole lot easier. Even without meeting each other anytime we want, I still dont sense any awkwardness between us. On every visit, there's always things to catch up on. I doubt things between us will change when he comes out. Yes it will actually. We will definitely be much closer then before. Ok enough about my love life. Sometimes I do pity her. But most of the times, I cant stand her. I thought as you grow older, you become wiser but some people become the opposite. I felt really angry towards that someone just now. Seriously. I just cant believe that she still cant let it go when the others has long time forgotten about it. I actually did thought of talking to her again but what happened just now, makes me hate her even more. So i guess, not talking is still the best. Im washing my hands off her. I already did like a week plus ago. Oh anyway I watched Dear John yesterday. Online. Oh my god. That show really makes me bawl out my eyes. I watched it the minute I reached home yesterday around 6. I cried like around 5 times through out the movie. I really felt them man. The letters and the distance between John and Savannah. Heart pain. I really cried like realllyyy cried when Savannah told John she wanted out. That part, I was sobbing like crazy!! That show makes me miss my Faizrul so so much man. Alright then. Im feeling really sleepy now. Gonna head to bed. Hopefully I dream of my love. Goodnight world. Goodnight my Sweetheart. I love you, always. |
    
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