Tuesday, April 6, 2010
I was feeling quite upset yesterday. Cos I found out on my own that I might be sharing my 30 mins visit with someone else. I've been waiting patiently for my next visit only to know I have to share it. It really pisses me off, seriously. Why must it be my visit? Why can't it be theirs right? I mean family wont run away no matter what. For me, Im not even married or engaged to him. I need those some time alone to connect back with him and just have some personal time together. Even though its just 30 mins! Hey, 30 mins means so much ok. Fuck. Whatever lah. Hopefully just for tomorrow. Yes, I'm selfish like that. I want him all by myself. I hate sharing! Sharing is evil. And oh, today is my Mum's Birthday and I havent get her anything.. Anyway Happy Birthday Mum!!!! I love you alot even though I don't say it. Can't imagine life without you, Mum. Hopefully you will lead a healthy life ahead. And mudah mudahan Tuhan panjangkn umur mama. Amin. |
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