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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Some of his friends tells me ' aku tunggu die. nanti da kluar suruh die picit aku '. Translate ' I'll wait for him. When he's out, tell him to contact me '. LIKE HELLO?? Like as if you are gonna run away anyway. You're not the Gf that who really HAS TO WAIT for his release! But lucky, those friends of his, I don't have anything against with. If not, nak je aku cakap, step kau tunggu jer padahal hidup kau tetap same and u still live your life as per normal. By the time he's out, you'll be like 'eh? cepatnye da kluar.' Cepat bapak kau bodoh. KK releks. You're fasting Daya. Friday, August 28, 2009 I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothinThursday, August 27, 2009 He'll be having 22 months of Detention starting from 16 June. Left with 20 months now. But yesterday he told his mum that he'll be out in 2010 September. Kalau betol2, its 2011 April. Minus public hols and stuff. Well hopefully what he said is true. I can only start visiting him in Oct. The first time I saw him after 2 months of not seeing, the feeling was .......... It felt unreal. After all the sentencing, we all get to meet him but he was behind bars and his hand was being handcuffed. And we had to stand behind the yellow line. Tapi mak die tolak aku suruh pergi dekat Zul, pelok and cium die. Yang paling kecian adik die yang kecik, airmata meleleh non stop dari court room sampai lah dabis jumpe abang die. Haiz. I managed to kiss his cheeks and hug him. Tu pon tak puas siak. Yesterday he told his mum he wants me to send my latest picture every week. When I saw him and get to talk to him, I was speechless. Aku tk tau ape nak cakap. And I dont know where to even begin. I only look at him in the eye and cry. He was like so gelisah seeing me cry cos he cant do anything. He just said I love you, I love you very much. Infront of his family. I stayed and break fast at his house on that Monday. Da nak alik, adik kecik die antar aku bawah blok. She hug me and kiss my cheeks. Mcm so sweet gitukn. After a few step, boom. Melalak siak. Sedih giler. Jalan g Mrt, air mata meleleh. Dalam mrt, the whole journey, tears was streaming down my face. I felt so fucking sad like fuck siak. You have no idea how I felt. My heart was in pain. Being seperated till 2011 is a nightmare!!!!!!!! Ya allah. Give me strength to go through all this. But like what Yati said, I still have to give him the support because he needs it more then ever. Just keep thinking of your happy moments and that will keep you alive to wait for him. Dont think of the days. Kejam kelip, all this will be over soon.. Haiz.. Why me? Why must all this happen when he's with me? I guess all this has been written in the book. Its all fate.. Monday, August 17, 2009 I received his letter last Thursday and inside he told me to update my blog. He really wished to read it when he's released.. I will grant your wish baby.. Last Friday after work, me, Nanie, Yati and Sue went to Boon Lay for nasi lemak. I actually just finished eating one Mushroom Swiss at work around 12. Reached Boon Lay around 1 plus. Still full but amazing and shockingly, gue abis dok makan!!! Licin plak tu. Boleh lagi sambong 2 cups of mash potato. My tummy was soo big like as if I was pregnant. Even my shorts couldnt button. Scary shit la. My appetite really scares me man nowadays. Anyway so yeah. Finished eating we went to lepak near Nanie's block. Sat down talk cock, went home around 5 plus. The next day, Saturday, after work me, yati and nanie went to Cineleisure to catch a movie. Wanted to watch The Proposal. Last2 we chose Orphan. Damn good movie!! I give 4 and a half popcorns. Took Nr home. That part I was like, damn. If boyfriend were here, he can sent me back home. Lengit man naik Nr. Yesterday marks 2 months he's in DB. Yeah. Time do flies. But one day feels like forever la. His court day is coming. I pray that he will get a lighter sentence. These past few days, I dont know whats wrong with me. Once I get home, I will read his letters and listen to our songs. The next minute, i''ll be crying like as if a mother cat has lost her kitten. Sometimes I still can't accept it that he's not here with me. I try to put up a brave front infront of everyone. But once the curtain is close, no one knows what I'm going through. And when the person you love is gone, you start to miss his irritating habits. Like my dearest here like to fart anywhere. And likes to walk cacat at Town and make me laugh like hell. Haiz... I really miss being crazy with him. Die je lah yang boleh layan aku. Die je lah yang tau how crazy I can be. He's the only guy who has seen my utmost ugliest make-faces. And see my funny dance. We have this crazy dance everytime we hear my alarm. I will always put an alarm when we had our sexy moments. (haha!). Once we hear the alarm, we will both dance this stupid, crazy, funny dance. Its damn funny! Im missing all that. Baby, if you read this in the future, I want you to know right now, I am missing you so badly. On a brighter note, payday is today. Wednesday, might be going shopping for new clothes. K da bye! Wednesday, August 12, 2009 I had my mini grocery shopping alone just now at Jurong Point. Bought 12 chewy donuts, groceries which includes 2 tub of ice-cream, whipped cream, cadburry's hot chocolate powder at NTUC. Afterwhich, bought Subway. Its been sooo long I had Subway. Boyfriend's favourite fastfood. :( Die tkde, aku pon tk mkn. But I finally had it just now. And takeaway 10 drumlets from Pizza Hut. I ate 5 of them. Oh my god. My appetite really like damn big la now. And I don't even feel full. Gosh. Yesterday before work, I ate two big breads. Upon reaching I ate my chicken rice with extra chicken which was supposed to be for my dinner. I ate 3/4 of it. Still not full. Ate some cheese crackers. My gosh. I think the jamu makes my appetite boom man! I still can't save, damn it! I got my pay on the 5th. I'm already left with less then a 100 right now till the 17th. Nasib baik la da nak puase. No clubs mean save money. K bye. Wanna eat my ice-cream with whipped cream!! See! Makan lagi. Perangai macam bukan budak kurus. |
    
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