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Saturday, July 4, 2009
Life's OK. I'm coping well. Work was so damn busy yesterday but it was great cos time flies like hell! Next thing you know, its coming to 1am already!! Hari2 gitu bagos gak. Last Wed on my off day, had a last minute meet-up with Mat Noh and Aishah. Its been sooooo long!!!!!!!! GOD. As usual, go out with them makes me laugh, makes me happy. I feel really comfortable whenever with them. Kinda feels 'home'. We end up taking the first train home. Tak pernah2 k. We also caught I LOVE YOU MAN. Okla the movie. We also had McD for breakfast. The last McD breakfast was with boyfriend... Haiz.. I don't know why, last two days, while bathing, terus melalak dlm bilik air. It was like a sudden. Terfikir pasal die den nangis. And the touching part was last Wed. I went to follow the family go to Mowbray Camp. Tapi padahal aku tkle masok tau. So near yet so far.. Then da visit sumer, kat rumah tgh tengok tv. Before that dapat surat dari die tpi not for me la. For adik die pasal adik die suruh tulis surat. Yang kecik tu.. Den adik pmpuan die lagi satu g bacekn kuat2 jadi sume dngr. Bla3. Den one part die ckp ' Farhah tkmu gadoh2 dgn kak Daya k. Bilang Kak Daya, abng rindu die '. Aku dngr tu jer, air mate terus meleleh. Beh adik die tengok, die tanyer ' nangis? dala tkmu nangis '.. Infront of the family ok. Paiseh siol. Belom abis lagi.. About 5 minutes later mak die da start bebual pasal visit tadi. Mak die plak nangis.. Die ckp ' Tadi g visit die, die nampak mcm lemah sangat. Mcm nak nangis je.. Die tnyer biler boleh jumpe Daya. Asal lambat nah. Die ckp die takot nanti die kat dlm, Daya g dekat laki lain. Beh aku ckp la kau tkmu fikir bnyk2. Kalau ader jodoh, tak akan ke mane. Kite pon ader call Daya jugak. Farhah dgn yenny kadang2 call. Die pon ader datang rumah jgk. Die ckp die sedih pasal die dgn daya da 2 tahun bla2. '. And some I forget. Seriously touching giler sey.. All the way, mak die nangis sambil ckp gitu.. Aku pon ape lagi. Makin bnyk la air mata jatoh.. Sedih siak. Haiz... Mak die kasi aku pegang Ipod die, kad atm Zul yang baru dpt die bagi aku. I mean these two things paling important. Beh die kasi aku pegang? Zul pon suruh mak die kasi kat aku. Haiz.... Tkpela. I just go with the flow. I'm just waiting for his court day and after that, I'll make plans about my future... |
    
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