Monday, July 6, 2009

Everyone is falling sick. At my workplace, that is. Including me! Feeling abit feverish since yesterday but it's getting better today. Plus cough. Da tau batok still makan durian..

Arrr finally, today's pay day. Tolak sane sini tgl a few hundreds only! Need to book my FTT tomorrow. Excited man. Belom dpt lesen da terbayang2 bawak kreter bapak aku. Insyallah everything will go smoothly and I hope I can pass by early next year. Or maybe end of the year? Kalau hari2 pergi prac Ok ar. I have the time. I can go prac before work tetapi..... duit tk cukop plak. Need to put aside around 200 bucks for a month practicals I think. The cheapest I heard is 20 plus per lesson.. See how it goes la. FTT tu kene pass dulu..

I don't know why.. Ever since Zul's not here, I've been dreaming of him ALMOST EVERYDAY. Macam hari2 pon ader. Sumpah tk bedek. Hari2 sak aku mimpi die.. That means im missing him fucking much. Not even one day I don't think of him.. Haiz. Ape agaknye die tgh buat sekarang eh.. Kesian baby aku. Kat sane makan tk sedap. Die tu part makan cerewet skit. Kat sane mesti kotor. Kotor skit jer nanti geli la ape. Abeh kesian die. Die da ader rashes kat tangan die. Harap2 tk makin terok. Pinggang die asyik sakit je.. Every weekend mesti complain pinggang sakit.. Aku lah tolong urutkn.. Kat sane tkde orang nk urutkan die.. Haiz.. Rindu betol la kat tu anak. I really can see the difference without you around..

Die hari2 mesti ader jer story nak bilang. Pasal kawan la, pasal kerja la. Macam2 benda nk bilang aku. Even though sometimes story tu da bape banyak kali die ulang, aku tetap dengar. Skrng rindu story2 die.. And his stupid jokes.. But never fails to make me laugh. For 2 years, I've been laughing to his stupid jokes.. Haiz.. Everytime blog about him, makes me wanna cry. Lagi 13 days, its our 2 years anniversary. How sad.. He's not here with me..
I really pray to God that he's gonna get a short sentence..
And nasib baik throughout his NS, die jarang giler amek mc, conduct kat camp bagos. I hope his officer can recommend good conduct and with that, can minus his sentence.

But I really thank god for giving me this job, at the right time. If not, seriously, I will cry every single day thinking of him.

I can go on and on and on talking about him. But I think I stop here.

Biler la aku nak dapat his next letter????!!!!!!! Tak sabar siak! I told him to write me many2 letters pasal that's the only way the 'rindu' boleh terubat skit..










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Daya
I'm a sucker for LOVE.
Not interested in dramas.
Deeply in love with her one and only,
Mohd Faizrul <3