Sunday, June 28, 2009
I've been working 7 days straight this week and amazingly, I don't feel lazy or whatsoever. No off days for us cos they said we already receive too many off days already. I hope I don't speak too soon but this is probably the first job that I don't feel lazy. All my previous jobs, just a few days working and I will feel ' ala malas sak nk g keje nari '. I hope this will continue for a year la eh.. Probably because the absence of Md Faizrul helps me motivate myself from going to work. Cos by staying home won't do me any good. Its better if I go to work right.. My mum told me we already received the GST money but too bad, all goes to Mum. Boyfriend's GST will go to his Mum too. He told his mum to let me use the new card he received two weeks ago cos the one which is with me da koyak2. By giving me the card, I somehow sense that he wants me to stick with him. Not only that. The sis even let me have his Ipod and the lil sister gave me her pink earpiece. And its like they expect me to come their house every week. Last week I went to WDL thrice OK. Next week will be on Wednesday. The day where the Mum will be visiting him. Dorang da tengok die 3 kali sey termasok next wed! Aku skali pon tk pernah. So sad.. But nevermind. After the sentence, big chances I can visit also. Can't wait. And the court marshall which is coming soon, I'm definitely going pasal leh tengok dan jumpe die for 5 mins! Atleast dpt hug and kiss da Ok. Miss him so much... And the mum told me he asked for my pictures pasal nak tampal kt tembok. So my next letter, I'm gona give him many2 of our pics and my pics. Haiz... Why life is so unfair? But its ok.. This is a test from the Above. And the only thing I can do is to embrace it and look on the brightside. |
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