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Saturday, June 20, 2009
I thank God for giving me this job. Or else I think, I have already gone mad by now. Work really keeps me occupy even though sometimes or shall I say most of the times, I still think of him everynow and then. And friends at work also helps. They make me laugh and keeps my mind of things for awhile. And by the time I get home, Im already beat tired from the day's work. I just have to continue doing this for a year.. Hopefully. Because the timing is just right for me right now. And I called his mum yesterday while on break. Just wanna ask how she's doing and how did the visit go. She told me he cried. Of cos.. I know he's actually a softie at heart. He said he wants to go out and eat with me.. :'( Im so sad. He also said after he's out, he wanna get engaged with me. He even told the sister to remind me not to do things that he hate and he also told me to eat. Don't worry baby. My money will be spent on food now.. I don't wish to waste my money on nessasary stuff even though it won't hurt to buy some new shoes or clothes or whatever to make me happy right.. But for now... No clubs. And oh, I think he'll be getting 1 yr in DB cos the mum said next year April he's out. I REALLY PRAY ITS THAT BECAUSE ITS NOT CONFIRMED YET. As he has not being sentenced yet. And his court will probably be a month after ar. I asked so many people ready. Let's just pray and hope he's gonna be fine alright.. He will be!! I've already started writing letters.. And his mum also said he will sent letter to me but will be posted to his house. So I'll just wait. I can't wait for his sentences cos after that, he can request to see me. After awhile can request to have an open visit. Gosh.. I know some might think Im stupid to wait for him. But seriously, you guys are not in my shoes. You will never know how I feel. For 2 years, I've been with him. I know him inside and out. I know what kinda person he is. I know he's a good person. He has his bad side but his good side, only I know.. I'll be working at 4 later. But after work, I feel kinda sad. Especially on weekends. Cos on weekends, he'll be fetching me at my workplace. Haiz... |
    
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