Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Girls, will you agree with me when I said guys are just full of EGOS?? Hell yeah! Every time there's some misunderstanding, I am the one who has to find him. Who has to keep calling and texting every minute. While he? Enjoying the attention and keep feeding on the egos. In their mind ' see. I know you still come back to me no matter what shit I do to you. So I'll just relax here and let you do all the work '. When this cycle keeps going on and on, their egos get bigger and bigger until their head is swollen with ego shit. And that thinking that I mentioned above, will stick in their head like glue. That's why they don't give a shit! And I really pity myself and all the girls out there who has to bear this. Its totally not fair. Even though we are hurt and pissed off just like them. Hello? We are humans too. We put all the hurt and shame aside just to make peace. JUST FOR THE PERSON THEY LOVE. But guys can't and won't do the same. Because of why? Because of their ego. I don't know when this will end. I wish sometimes I am strong enough like him to not care about other's feelings. But sometimes I wonder, he always wants to make people happy and not hurt. But he actually doesn't mind hurting the one he really love.. And one thing for sure, I think girls are actually stronger then what we think. No matter how shitty they put us through, we cry and we beg(EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES ITS NOT OUR FAULT TO BEGIN WITH) but in the end,we still managed to stand again on our own two feet. But when girls do the same to guys, just once, they retaliate by shouting and just start hurling all the vulgarities that they could think of at your face and tell us that they had enough. If you think you had enough, take a look at yourself. How many shit have you ever done throughout our relationship? Did you ever think that at that time,, I felt like I had enough?? What I did can never top with what you have done to me. Even though I had enough, never once I gave up on you. Can't you see that's how much I really love you?? GOD. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR I TELL YOU. |
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