Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I really hope I'll get that job. The person said there's 80percent chances that I'll get it. I don't mind the working hours. Limit2 tk suke, carik keje lain after 3 months. I just want a freaking job. And that's it!

You have no idea how much I miss shopping using my OWN money.
You have no idea how much I miss wasting money on unnecessary things.
You have no idea how much I miss going out with a few hundreds of cash in my wallet. ( I don't even use my wallet now. )
You have no idea how much I miss treating the boy to dinner or movies or whatever la!
I miss all of that!!!! Sedih ar!!

Call me as soon as possible pleaseeeeeee!

I think my room is in a mess!! Da sedap for almost 20 years of living, my mum was the one who make my bed everyday and now I am not working, I don't even make my bed la!! Not only my bed. My computer table, my dressing table is messy with stuff! Gosh. I maybe the laziest daughter ever. But I don't think so la. Surely there are some other girls worst then me!

What shall I do tomorrow? I'll probably be having a movie marathon alone at home. Haha. Borrowed some cds from boyfriend.

And talking about boyfriend, we had a talk about our recent fight a few days ago. But I am still not satisfied. I can never be satisfied. Haha. After all I've been through for this rlship, I know I deserve better then this. No I am not saying he sucks. He is the best boyfriend I ever had. And he is definitely way better then the first time I knew him. Thank god for that cos if not, I would probably have given up long time ago. lol.

So I know I deserve better care from you.. Inside and outside.
I already gave my heart to you. I trust you to handle it with care and not break it.
You know my heart is fragile right.

Whatever it is, I still love you Faizrul.


Love is like a flower; with proper nurturing it blooms and flourishes as each day passes.
Yet, if it is neglected, in a moment's time it soon withers and dies.

To hold love, you must treat it as a rare and tender flower, nurturing it with the utmost patience and care.
To keep it vibrant and alive it takes many long hours of continuous effort and constant attention.
To lose it takes only a moment of of forgetfulness, disinterest and mistrust.
To sow the seeds of love is as wonderful as sowing the seeds of magnificent garden, and watching them flourish and grow is a marvel in itself.
To sow the seeds of love only to watch them wither and choke, like a garden that's become full of weeds, is a crime of the heart that none should commit.

Love can last an eternity, like the gardens of a forbidden tropical paradise, yet, in an instant, it can be destroyed by a hurricane of hate, in a sea of bitterness and despair.










The Bachelorette

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Daya
I'm a sucker for LOVE.
Not interested in dramas.
Deeply in love with her one and only,
Mohd Faizrul <3