Friday, March 6, 2009

I need to sleep early as I have to wake up early tomorrow to meet Lyn for the job fair thing at Suntec but the thing is, I still can't sleep!

Boyfriend was being mean today. I don't know why la. I have the tendency to give up when we fight. Even though we already promised each other that no matter what happens, we will stay as one. Maybe I'm being over-dramatic. Oh well. What's new? I am so thankful that he isn't the type who will give up easily. If both give up easily, I don't think we could have made it this far.

And I guess, we fought about something new this week. About us going overseas, without each other. Cos so far, we have never separate with each other by going overseas and such. Taiwan is not included la hor. I mean, going overseas for holidays or visiting some friends. The furtherst is JB. Hah. Tu pon ape sia, stakat top up minyak.

So I was pretty mad when he wanted to go KL to visit his friend. I'm not saying that my friends are perfect but my friends and his, is a whole lot different. So yeah. In the end, he didn't go but he told me the next time round, I can't stop him. Well, that kinda hurts though. It feels like I as a gf, doesn't have any rights to stop him? If he wants to have freedom to do whatever he wants, why bother having a gf in the first place?? Correct or not??

And because of that, we fought and it feels stupid you know. Its like the trip is sucha big deal. tak pergi leh mati gitu. And he even told me, he don't wana be seen as someone who is scared of his girlfriend. I don't get it. Whatever happens, will your friends bare the consequences? No. If something happen to you, who will get the heartaches and such? Who? Your friends is it? So indirectly, you are telling me, your friends are MUCH MUCH MORE important then me. No no. You're telling me YOUR FACE is much more important then me.

Gosh I feel so mad.

Why am I writing this? Cos I see there's a need to let it out. It feels so unfair la! Ergh.

Life is so unfair.


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even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.










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