Monday, February 9, 2009

What past is past. What has already happen, happened. There's no use pondering about it.
And I honestly has put that aside long time ago. I used to get angry, irritatated and such when it comes to that particular topic.
And I can safely say that I no longer feel that way now.. I mean, its over anyway. And it happened like a year plus ago.

But somehow suddenly, Im having that same kind of feeling I used to have months ago. I thought Im over it already??

Something must has happened for me to feel this way....right?

We had that conversation these past 2 days. And Im not even sure why we were talking about it out of a sudden. And coincidently, today we found out some other new things. I dont really mind talking about this ' sungguh-tk-important-and-sungguh-tak-perlu ' topic but if it gets too much, I feel irritated. Even though I dont show.

And I will start to feel insecure about all this. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but I cant help it! Damn shit.

But Im still ok. Its not as bad as last time though. I used to feel 90percent insecure when I think about this. But now? Probably only around 5 percent. Haha. Ade percent2 lagi!
And Im still wondering.. Who was the one who called him a few times but didnt say a word? Suspect besar tu besarnye badak ar. Gut feeling?

Oh well.










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Not interested in dramas.
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