Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I cant sleep!!!!!!!!!!! I've been in bed since 12 and its 2.20am right now! Kept tossing and turning, trying my hardest to get this eyes to shut but I just cant!! Damn it.

And for 2 hours plus, while trying to get myself to sleep, I was thinking about alot of things. Maybe my mind was too occupied thats why I cant go to sleep? Cant be. I think the main reason is because Im not sleepy yet! Ok ya anyway, I was mainly thinking about us and this relationship. Haha what's new?

I was thinking about how we both know each other, all the shits that we've been through, from the case of the ex, parents, siblings, friends and everything. And next month on the 29 is the day when I met him. So that means I know him for 2 years already. 2 years?? Wow that is fast. Feels like just yesterday I know him.

Anyway, since I am so free and bored, I shall blog about how I actually got to know him. And Im warning you. This post is gona be long cos its gona be detailed! Bored, you know what to do. Ok here goes.. jeng3. You wont believe where I actually met him. Hehe. I met him at ............................. Friendster!!! Ar yes. He is actually my friend's friend. I was looking at my friend's profile and I saw his but it was private. So yeah. I didnt bother to add or send him any msg. Forgotten all about it in less than a minute I guess. But this mentel boy send me a comment and a msg telling me to add him up in MSN. So I did. We clicked instantly! Usually first chats are boring cos we dont know each other mah. But this one was different. So he asked for my number and stuff. I actually wanted him to wait but I just gave in. After that I actually forgot about him till the next day he msged me. And so every night was spent chatting with him. Playing pool at Yahoo. Hahaha. Ok nvm straight to the point la eh.

I told him about this free party at MOS that was coming soon. Told him I got some extra tixs so if he wanted to go, I can give him and we could go together. Ajak-ajak ayam actually, lol. He just said see first. Then the day before, he msged me asking about the tixs and he wanted to meet me on that night to pass the tixs to him but I told him tomorrow would be easier. So check2, he decided to go. The reason he went was actually to meet me. Hahaha. Cos the tixs can actually be printed from the website. Furthermore he doesnt like to go to free partys cos its always packed like sardines. So we met on 29 March 2007. I passed him the tix and he didnt even say thank you! Grr. After that he met me again to pass or ask for more tixs. Cant remember. Then inside I was with my friends and he was with his. But after awhile we met again outside for some drinks. Me, him and his friend. And from there, we bonded and that was when a beautiful story was created. Actually not so beautiful in the first place. heh. But we still managed to be together till now despite everything. Only and close friends know the real story. Hahaha.

And he was not at all those mushy, sweetalker and gentle guy when I know him. The way he talks, the way he treats me. It was....rough. I dont really know why I fell for him. Haha. Maybe opposites attract eh.

When we were back together in July 2007, I got to know the real him day by day. And he was much more ignorant, insensitive and dont give a shit about how I feel back then. Yeah. He suck. Haha. He did stuff behind my back. And I was kept in the dark about alot of things. But things changed when he came back from Taiwan. Things got better I guesss. But still, some shits happened. But all is good now.

And today, he is definitely not the same guy I know in the first place. He is much more sweeter, much more gentle, much more mushy and much more romantic. And most importantly, he treats me with tender, loving, care. Even though sometimes he still can be a bit ignorant, its still not as bad as last time. He takes the initiative to ask me what I dont like about him every month. So that he can learn from his mistakes and not repeat it in the future. Same goes for me.

It took him quite awhile to change into a better person. And Im glad I didnt gave up half-way cos to think back, if anyone treats me now the way he does last time, I won't tolerate and give any chance. So I am glad i stayed! Haha.

Any man/woman's JUNK might be another man/woman's TREASURE. Right now, he IS my treasure. And I am gona keep my treasure close to me and I won't let anyone steal it away from me. Cos this treasure belongs to me and ONLY ME.

I love you with all my heart, sweetheart.




It took me 1 hour to blog about this? Wah. Its already 3.18am and I probably have to get some sleep. Have to wake up early tomorrow. Sweetdreams people!










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