Friday, February 20, 2009
I have always been insecure about myself.. No matter how I try not to be, it always comes back, whether I like it or not. Insecurities happens to everyone. No matter how pretty you are, how popular you are or how rich you are, you will still feel some insecurities in one point of your life. Just look at Hollywood celebrities. Sometimes I wonder, what am I really insecure about? I don't quite know myself. Or maybe I do. Haiz. Maybe what I need most right now is confident. Confident in myself. And confident in this relationship. Till the end it shall be. And I am confident that one day, I will get a job. Haha. And yeah, at this point of time, I seriously don't need any negative comments about myself. Like how lazy I am, how useless I am or how broke I am right now. Ergh. Anyway, Happy 19th Monthsary to you, boyfriend. Flaws and all, I still love you baby. Ps: Tu anak mesti tgh enjoy kat Dbl O skrng while I am stuck at home, facing the computer. I should have followed since she wants to sponsor everything from drinks to cab rides. Damn it! Wasted oppurtunity. HAHA. Enjoy eh kau Lyn! Next time, it shall be. To Zirca, hopefully. |
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