Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Have you ever felt like something is amiss but you're not quite sure what? That's exactly what I am feeling right now.

Sometimes I feel like I have to compete with other people just for his time. Even though I am his girlfriend. Too many friends, too little time. And it's not like as if I have 7 days a week to be with him. If I have those 7 days to spend time with him, I won't mind if he wants to meet his friends a lil longer then usual. But no. I only have weekends for him but its very rare to have him all to myself cos there's always and I mean always disturbance from other people.

It can get very frustrating, you know. Ergh! I can't even remember when was the last time I spent the whole day with him without anyone disturbing.
And its getting b-o-r-i-n-g. Boring sangat2..

And its undeniably clear that I still have my guard up towards love. I am not sure why though. Maybe cos I see my friends getting their heart broken by stupid, heartless guys, it makes me scared myself. I am seriously scared of getting my heart broken. Sigh.

And oh, its proven that guys don't think like us, girls. Girls take note of EVERY LITTLE THINGS that happened in their relationship but guys? They are proven to be ignorant creatures. Bah. Only a small number of guys are not like that.

I have an interview tomorrow. Wish me luck. And after that, I'll be meeting Lyn. Can't wait.










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Daya
I'm a sucker for LOVE.
Not interested in dramas.
Deeply in love with her one and only,
Mohd Faizrul <3