Monday, January 26, 2009

Why do i keep hurting the ones i love the most? What the hell is wrong with me??!!! Fuck it. I hate myself. I kept repeating the same mistakes over and over again till that person cant stand it any longer. I kept reminding myself to fucking change but im still the fucking same. I kept crying over the mistakes i made but the next day, i make the same mistakes again. Over and over and over and over again. Its a fucking cycle!! I want this to stop.

I hate it. I hate this. I hate me. I hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish i can say how sorry i am but i know, my sorrys are overrated. I kept saying sorry to you. And i know, you're sick of it.

This time, i need a favour from you. I want to change and so do you. What i need most now is your support boyfriend.

Taken from Lyn's method. Everytime when im starting to show my tantrums and stuff, please remind me to control myself and tell me that im trying to change. And maybe make a joke about it cos i know, most of your jokes will make me smile or laugh. I hope it will work. I know it will. Cos this method has been tested and it works right Lyn!

Ok im off to play games in FB. Hahaha!










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