Thursday, January 8, 2009
My grandma's elder sister just died a few hrs ago. I was quite shock when my mum text me that. It was all too sudden. And i cant believe it. Every year since i was in sec 2/3, someone from either mum's side or my dad's side died. Its quite scary actually because we might never know who's next. Im really not ready to lose my love ones. Especially my mum, dad and my two brothers plus my only grandma. I love them so much even though i don't really show it. ****** I got to meet my sweetest boyfriend just now even though we spent like only 2 hrs together before he has to book in. The moment i step into my house, i already started to miss him. God, this is crazy! I simply just cant get enough of him even if we spent more then 24 hrs together. He is THAT irresistible, to me. I cant wait for Friday cos that's when i get to meet him again! ****** I have already start searching for a job and gosh, it is such a hassle! Can someone just give me a job without having any interview and such?? I am like fucking lazy to go for interviews la! So far, i only went for one interview. And tomorrow which is today, i might go for 2 interviews. We will see. If im not lazy that is. Stop being lazy la daya! I thought of giving Zouk a try but i dont think boyfriend will approve. Furthermore, it is a permanent night shift. And i hope tomorrow the interviewer is a guy. Haha! No! Not because i wana flirt (crazy or what??), but so far, i got back only one call for a second interview & the interviewer is a chinese middle-age guy and he was the only male interviewer i had. Mostly are females. Females abit leceh la. Hahaha. Or maybe its just me? Whatever. I just need a fucking job la!! ****** I am like TOTALLY broke. I mean totalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy brokeeeeeeeeeee! Money, money, please drop from the sky. Please? |
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