Friday, January 16, 2009

I hope i will get accepted for the course that i appealed for yesterday. I hate interviews! And there's only 10 vacancy available. I really really hope i will be one of the 10 people.

I chose that company because its well known. And yeah i admit, i saw the salary and it is very high for a trainee. Kwang3. Anyway wondering what course i picked? Its ................ jeng3 ............. Dental Assisting! I actually thought of taking Health care at the last minute but i saw the criteria, you have to speak mandarin. BORING. So yeah, dental it is.

Finally, after so long, i met Lyn yesterday too. Chitty2-chat. As per normal la kan.

4 days of not meeting, and amazingly, im still ok. Im not saying that i dont miss him, i do but i know he dont. I mean, he used to say that he miss me when hes in camp and amazingly, he didnt say a word bout missing me this week. And day by day our conversation on the phone has become shorter and shorter. Like less then 5-10mins. Its like, i dont know. Maybe i just need attention and nobody is giving me any attention including him (boohoo?) so i tend to over-think. And it sucks. The feeling sucks. Like i feel like he dont love me anymore? This is the time where i feel like i need money and friends so that i can go out, have fun and not think too much. I hate thinking too much cos it will make me more crazy and stress thinking bout things that is not happening! I dont even know what am i stress about! Gosh, im just mumbling to myself right now.

I feel like typing more about what im feeling right now but i just dont know what to say! My main point is, i need attention. I just feel...lonely...?

Taken from beyonce's song, ' i tend to nag when i need attention'. Oh well. That pretty much fits me.










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Not interested in dramas.
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