Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I feel like opening multiply account for all the photos that i have cos this laptop is not mine. Its my bro's and its mainly for his school. And for those of you who dont know, me and my second bro dont really get along. So whenever hes not around, i will borrow it without asking. Haha.

And in a matter of weeks, it will be 2009. How exciting! Hopefully 2009 will be a better year.

Since i feel like blogging something, lets talk about 2008 shall we?

2008 has been a sour and sweet year. Mainly, i spent most of the time with my boyfriend. People inlove mah. Haha.

Bf went to Taiwan for a month plus. The longest seperation since we got together. Good experience i must say. But i wouldnt want it to happen again. The feeling of missing him is terrible! Cos no matter how much you badly wana see him, you cant. And that really sucks. I did cry from missing him. Hah. And we even fought once while he was there. See! Tak jumpe pon leh gadoh, amcm ckp? And the worst part was that we cant kiss and make-up. Usually after fighting, you will feel like hugging and meet that person right? But that cant happen. But it was a good experience la. And because of Taiwan too, i found out something. And he promise me if he ever take that again, i can walk out on him. Just remember that promise eh bf. But honestly, after he came back from Taiwan, i feel like he has matured abit. Haha. Abit only. He is still that crazy guy i know.

The biggest fight this year will be during fasting month. Yeah. That's the biggest ever. He was so close from losing me. So close. I was one step away from walking away. I couldnt take it. And yeah, the hurt, the heartbroken feels like shit. He make me feel regret for being with him cos after what i've done to make it this far, he have to be that foolish to ruin everything we had. But i guess, fights do make ones closer. I feel that we are more closer and open with each other now. And i learn not to judge a book by its cover. So what if that person is covered from head to toe, doesnt mean shes everything nice. Gosh, the hatred is still there.

And the me now, will voice out whatever im feeling and whatever i dont like. I used to keep everything to myself. And its very bad for my heart. haha.

What else??

We turn 1 year old which i surprisingly, didnt expect it. I admit, when we got together, i just went with the flow. But as months passed, i fall deeper inlove and i begin to harbour hopes for us which sadly, was demolished by that incident. But, dont fret, that hope is making a comeback but it wont be big though. Cos im scared of being heartbroken again. Atleast there's still hope ok!

I would love to go on and on about 2008 but i guess i'll continue it in my next post cos the laptop is gona die anytime soon.

Anyway, good morning people! Its wednesday! 3 more days till the weekend. Wah, fast or wat??










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I'm a sucker for LOVE.
Not interested in dramas.
Deeply in love with her one and only,
Mohd Faizrul <3