Sunday, December 28, 2008

Im having my monthly mood-swing where everything just piss me off. Every single thing that dont go my way. And because of this, we had a big argument below my block yesterday. It was pretty bad to me la cos he bang one of the helmet at the wall real hard and throw the one he's wearing on the grass patch. And he, shouting like a mad dog!

It started from a very small problem but i dont know how it got so bad. I only wanted to follow him to take some documents from his friend. I dont quite trust this friend of him cos he has a very bad habit that i hate. And i only wanted to follow so that i can see with my own eyes that hes only taking documents from him, not some other thing but this faizrul sent me back home straight. That's when the argument started.

I hate it when hes angry! He will start shouting at me and says that i treat him like 'baruah, sochai'. Telling him to send me home and stuff. Hello?! As a boyfriend, arent you supposed to sent me home safely??!! Thats what a boyfriend got to do what. So whats up with me treating you like 'baruah'?? And he even said that aku suke bodoh2kan die. Walauwei. Part mane eh aku suke bodoh2kan kau?? Bebual sume tk masok akal sia. Bebual ikot suker hati je.

But yes i admit. Ive been a really big asshole this past few days. Bad attitude with no reason. My fault and im sorry for that. But its only for awhile. Its not that im that bitchy gf 24\7 right? I have my mood-swings every month. You should know that.

And you jolly well know that even though im being mean or whatsoever, i still love you. Its just that i tend to follow my emotions more. Haiz. Whatever it is, things are ok now.

Ive said my sorry and u too. I'll be meeting him later on cos we got work. Thank god for that.

And baby, im really sorry for my bad attitude. You already have your own problems to settle and i just had to add somemore. I really didnt mean it. You know i love you. I've always love you since day 1.

And i really have become a lil bit stronger cos i used to take everything to heart with the words he said to me when's he angry. But now, i just ignore as much as i can. Unless it really hurts.










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I'm a sucker for LOVE.
Not interested in dramas.
Deeply in love with her one and only,
Mohd Faizrul <3