Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Yeah probably i was just being over-dramatic last saturday but still am hurt by what you said. Have you heard of 'hurtful words destroy love'? That was the case. I was extremely sad,angry and hurt by your words. I kept thinking why must you say all that? Being angry is not an excuse to spout everything. I know i dont deserve all this after what i've done for this relationship. And some parts of me just feel like ending everything but i know, thats alil bit too much. But fuck, im not a robot. I have feelings too. And yeah. I agree sooo much when they say hurtful words destroy love. Even if you dont mean it, the damaged is done. The more hurtful things you say to me, the lesser my feelings towards you. You're just driving me away more and more. But gue masi relek skrng. I will stay unless my patience has run out. So anyway, since he wanted to spent time with his friends, i went to meet Lyn at her house. And off we went to town. I was so damn hungry by then. Bought subway and sat at Taka. Everything was fine till the significant other came. Hehe. Bla3. Slack till 4 plus. After that met the bf whom was also in town. Da susah baru nk carik eh. Fyi, saye sungguh2 tk suke orang mcm gitu. Tkpe. Gua kasi lu chance. Lu buat lagi, tiada maaf bagimu! Went to eat supper. Went back to his house, slept till 11 plus. He sent me home around 12 plus. Change my clothes and we went to Boon Lay to sell my hp tapi hp aku betolnye tk laku, tkde kedai nak. -_- Walauwei. So decided to go sungei rd. Finally! Someone wants to buy it. After that, ate at Tong Seng. Then went back to his house to take his things. Bla bla2. Malas la nk type. He finally book in at arnd 10 that night. I was so tired and sleepy, the moment i reached home around 9 plus. I fell asleep. But still, i am soooo sleepppppy righttt nowwwwwwwwwwww!!! .... I feel like eating crabs!!! Yummmmyyyyyy!!!!! Saw one couple ate crabs yesterday and i also feel like eating one. Nvm. I can fulfill my cravings this weekend which is 5 days from now. Plan nie mesti kene jadinye. Cos everytime i plan something, mostly it doesnt happen. But this one mati2 kene happen. Jangan banyak songgeh eh bf. U kene ikot i makan ketam! Kalau tk, i ajak orang lain ar! K da. I am so hungry right now i can eat one whole cow. |
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