Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Every tuesday, i look forward to meet the bf. Since he has nights off every tuesday and thursday. But since the management has changed a few weeks ago, they will only know they get the nights off on their last parade and that is around 5 plus. But i still do hope i get to meet him today.. Anyway thats not the main thing i wana talk about.. Since forever, i realised, EVERY DAMN tuesday, we'll be fighting. EVERY.SINGLE.TUESDAY. It has happened since many many many months ago!!!! Its always before we meet, deciding where to go, where to meet. Sometimes even after we meet. And i counted, there were a few time we fought, and i cried so baddddddd... I dont why!! There's ALWAYS something to fight about on tuesday. Goshhhhhh! Its the TUESDAY CURSE! Sometimes i even think about not meeting him to avoid any arguements tapi da miss each other, nk buat ape kan? Hhahahaah.. And its been awhile we ate Gelare on tuesday!!! Im already so hungry right now. Thinking bout the waffles makes my stomach growl even more. Grrrr. Ahhh yes. I just remembered about the fight we had last week. I gave him one week to get rid of it. Hah. Your one week is over bebeh. Now, show me! // You know, i just dont get it with guys. He always remind me not to do things that will hurt him. I dont think in these past 15 months together, i hurt him so bad till his heart breaks or whatever. But the thing he has done to me, is overwhelming. Too much. Its always like that eh? The person who will say not to do this or that, end up the one doing it. The person who always remind you not leave him/her or whatever, end up leaving you. Agree? I know not all guys are the same. And i really really hope, hes not the same as other guys. Its hard to find a decent man nowadays. Either they are taken, gay or married. This one, i cant agree. Cos sometimes married or taken guys can be such an asshole. Oh well. Mr boyfriend told me yesterday, or should i say he has been telling me quite alot of times that he cant wait to get married to me. And he really3 wants me to be his wife. Hehehe super sweeeeeeeet righttt. I know. I just hope those fairytales will be a reality one day. Oh, im so hungry right now!! |
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