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Monday, November 3, 2008
Why am i feeling so insecure with myself?? What makes me feel this way?? I had a conversation with him on the phone a few mins ago. One topic leads to another. And somehow, i feel so pissed off out of a sudden. Im just over-reacting, i think. I always do. Heh. Being inlove is a superb feeling but at the same time, very very dangerous. You talking about your heart here! You're pratically giving your heart to someone else and expect that person to take care of it. What if, that person you rely on, breaks it? Damn it feels like shit. I know my boyfriend loves me. I can feel it. I can feel the love hes giving me eversince. But i cant help it but to think the worse. Expect the unexpected, they say. And right now, i always think the unexpected. I dont know why!! Am i that insecure?? Why am i feeling this way anyway? I heard stories about people cheating behind their partners back without them knowing. It sounds scary as hell. I dont know whats their intention. But plz lor, if you cant commit to one person, dont be in a relationship. Its that easy. So anyway, they played behind their partners but their partners never knew. Im scared that thats gona happen to me. Even though, you feel that ur gf or bf wont do that to you but who knows!!!! Thats why i say, im always over-thinking. Always always always. Im just protecting myself lor. So baby, if you ever read my blog which i dont think u do, plz eh. If u ever think of playing me out, by all means, tell me right to my face now. You wana play me out, play it infront of me not behind me. Oh well, im just one insecure freak right now. Hope this feelings will fade away. I really really love my bf so much thats why i feel insecure?? I think thats it. I just love him wayyyy toooooo much la. If anything happens, i bet my heart gona break into pieces. And noone can ever fix it. I just wana be with him for the rest of my life. I wana let the whole world know that i love him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its true when they say the Libra is a Lover.. How true.. heh. |
    
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